Somewhat on a break with
words but a quick visit with
Prajakta from India
here on the
somewhat
never ending
topic of work
that most modern
western civilizations
endure and sadly often
without a MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG
CreaTinG actual ToucH and FeeL
WitH what they do iN shAring GiVing
ways wHere the sMiLe of the neighbor
one shares or gives to is never..
seen.. fElt or ToucHed
and thaT iS an
illness of our
so-called
modern world..
yeah.. modern
for distance.. advanced
for separation.. soaring
rates of psychotropic drugs
to treat somatic pains including
close to half the adult population
in the U.S. on some type of pain
medication to treat a mInd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl
so out of balance that
the loss in
repressing
and opressing
EmoTioNs
becomes the
somatic physical
pains from head to toe
of human being.. and oh
yeah.. oh God the sitting still
and close to one-third of school
age children now assessed as pre-
type-two diabetic.. and sure i could go
on and on.. but the picture should be coming
clear now.. particularly with machines along
with Information Technology replacing
the human social roles
that were once
labor to put
food on
the table
and a place
to rest a head at
night with more than
just a drink of water..
sure.. it’s not easy to be
Ferris Bueller with a day off
to excite the Zombie of general
public.. but i do my best to jUST
get the DanCinG JoB of Joy DoNe
to eXpreSs a liGht thaT iS noT often
seen or feLt in the purgatory Aisles
to hell of Super-Walmart.. etc..
everywHere in public
wheRe i sTiLL go noW..
i WiLL continue to bE
creaTive in at lEast
some attempt to
bRinG a little
more liGht
and Joy
into a World groWn
so cold and distant
from GODaLLonEnoW..
So.. here’s the somewhat
small reply i made to
Prajakta who has
probably visited
my huge Word Press
site with a like more than
anyone else since i started
doing this.. an open mind
she has to come to wHere i AM
no doubt about tHat for SuRe AM i..:)
Hmm.. defining moment
in my professional life?
SMiLe..S.. After i left
and no longer looked
back.. but
sure that’s
what experience
iS for.. never looKing
at worry aGaiN.. noW
but at lEAst for mE
so impossible
bEfore…
i used to
wonder why the
older folks coming
out of the storeS alWays
had the most sincere
and biggest grins
and it seems
all too simple
now..
as they
no longer
race a rat..
anyWay.. living for
money makes the work..
work for living makes A liFe..
Love what yA do.. Ya can’t go
anywHere better as far as i FeeL..:)
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Hi Bioman.. didn’t catch you at
dVerse.. and i’m glad i’M catching
you here now.. since you now seem
to be saying a goodbye from writing..
but what you have done stays here
so tHere is sTiLL more room
for me to read..
Best wishes
to you friEnd..
and sMiLes.. i’LL
have to read everything
you’ve written for tit for tat..
since you’ve browsed around
a Novel in just two or three of
my blog posts so far.. SMiles
aGaiN.. mY FriEnd and may
the wind stay with you at ease..:)
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RoSe BeYonD SuBliMe..
EviL EyE.. All SEEinG eYeS..
anyWay.. off to dance at Old
Seville Quarter.. celebrating my
116th week there with all the cool
college age folks.. and OMG.. leaving
early enough where there may be some
room on the dance floor for me to spread
some moves.. hardly any room to move there
around the midnight hour of party.. dance.. so
more fun dance photos coming to ‘that’ post again..
around the wee first
day of July @3 am
as morn way..
after the
rave of my feet
in feat come to
a resting halt for
exhaustion’s sleeP..:)
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Long time no see..
third Charlie’s Angel
Dancing at Good Old
Seville Quarter tonight..
Maggie.. with the other
two ‘coming next’..:)
Yes.. ‘here’.. the other two of three..
Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea and
Cortney.. with other Dancing
Friends.. in fun dance mode..
added to my latest
blog post
about
‘BeYonD’..
iN a few..:)
Ah.. three years of Facebook Algorithm provided
memories where apparently there is one from
2013.. in this number 11 and 12 associated
quotable text as shared on Facebook..
outside of blog way.. kinda like
what i do now.. piece by piece
oF what eventually
populates entire
MacroVerses in continuing
way of longest long form poem
style in the history of humankind..
with this next MacroVerse number
682.. as Wave.. putting together the
Ocean and Field Verse..
you know the one they
build for he that’s you
that’s me to come..
again.. and again..
that is yes.. sTiLL
pushing 4 million words..
where each Micro-Verse..
like this stands on its own..
like particles of the UniVerse..
each Macro-Verse holding those
particles like waves of the UniVerse..
stand alone.. and the Ocean whole that
iS the KATiE MiA Frederick!iI blog sAMe
as Ocean Field Whole Blog on Word Press..
with copy and pastes of that on three other
blogs one of which is in private mode.. is yes
Field and Same of what they name the Whole
in the Science of physics too.. to scribe God WHOLE
as WeLL so in terms of Art.. yes the art of poEtry iN whaT
i do in words.. photos.. cultural videos.. and an almost
infinite potential of connections on the web with lInks
Reflects eYes of God.. noW in form of symbols of aRT
too.. so sure.. these in one pArt of Whole are eYes
of God in this Micro Verse to Ocean Field Whole
poem free.. yeah baby.. like Austin Powers
says this shit is much deeper sAMe as
God than first meets the ‘common’
eYeS.. yeS.. iT takes more of
one or two of a set of ALL
SeeInG eYes to see aLL
oF what i do
as art..
so i explain
it in detail from now
to now.. for the readers
from now on to the now of
FuTuRe NoW.. as i continue
to prepare ye a way.. as aLL
oTheR liGht workers of God WiLL
Voluntarily and Freely do to hELp
thE oThEr oF GoD’s Children on a
path of liGht too.. esoteric and
mysterious it can bE noW and
sure occult means basicALLy
thE sAMe mysteries of the
Art and Science of God
wiThiN uS come FReER..
as fELT.. SENsED..
eXpEriEnced iNside..
outSide.. aBove.. so
beLow and aLL’aroUnd
NoW iN kNoWinG hUman
BeiNG ways too.. so neXt
thing thAT can happen IS A
Heaven of NOw.. wHere basiCaLLY
everynow iS iN A fourth of July in a SaTuRday
in tHe pARk.. and oh.. the Festive atmosphere
wE coUld liVe iF everyone’s view of the world..
IS A Feast.. a BAnquet.. Jesus F iN Christ.. A
Rave oF DancE pArTy WitH SinGinG and MuSiCK..
allnow.. everynow.. like a ‘Ferris’ Wheel day oFF2..
with all the focus and dedication oF Forrest Gump2..
oh yeah.. and back to the memory at hand here focusing
on 11.. which is kinda a symbol for synchronicity and also
the symbol after the nature of 10 fingers and 10 toes viewed
as archetypal perfect number.. yet add the next of what
nature offers at BirTh same as God in extension of
human written language. collective intelligence..
culture and now an online world like a potEntial
never ending Heaven with no sun and moon..
wHere wE cAN literAlly in metaphor live
relatively forever.. even after our eYes..
close for the last now in this form here..
yes.. iF wE uPload our soUls in trans
humanist way.. wHiLe wE liVe and
hopefully one would upload liGht
thaT can bE shared as liGht iN LoVe
and HoPe… in fearless courageous
KiNd way over that other way of Anger..
Fear.. and Hate.. in the dArk of whAT
sTiLL exists of BeinG hUman too.. ugh..
to upload that paRt relatively forever or
however long servers serve it up.. is kinda..
BeYond sad iN my opinion.. as thaT reAllY
ain’t hELpinG in the lonGeST term possible..
number 11 way of human altruism possible iN
GivinG loVe literAlly SpeAking.. after death too..
but only liGht worKers fuLLy understand thaT sTuFF..
’cause iN thE dARk.. ‘they’ usuAlly don’t care too much about
stuff that affects other than them and closest family members iF
aT aLL.. sAdly enough.. but thAT iS A pARt of the WhoLe Shooting
maTcH2.. including guns of killing and cupid’s arrow too.. noW..
and 12.. the number 12.. months.. hours.. Zodiac.. Color
Wheels.. eTc.. you get the picture.. huh.. another very
Holy and Sacred number not only in metaphor..
but literAlly iN Nature’S waY inTernAlly aS
worKs noW.. outside.. above.. so below
and All Around likE arT bEyond cLocK2..:)
Katie Mia says:
June 30, 2013 at 11:32 pm
If one looks long at ELeven;
one can find balance…
TWELVE
the complete One;
the most beautiful
One
of
A ll.
One can find
TW i l i ght,
el for God,
and loVE
All in One
Number
of Word.
One can find
hEaVeN
in sEVeN
el EVeN
and LiVE
in 1 2.
Oh! how wonderful
it is
to relinquish
a labor
on the 12 2nd day…
A Spirit is set free in SKY!1
Peace is finally here,
after a mad rush
to midnight
after 5 3
for the
Eight
of
years…
to the Thirty
day
of the 6month
of the
13 year of 2-K.
Thank you;
another gift;
eleven.
A spirit is pure
as Madonna…
Finally one
who speaks
one’s language…
Oh! so sorry!
almost
forgot E!
for Earth
and
Internet
Living
as ONE…
A W i ll
can be
World
I
Two
or Eleven
too.
Time
Numbers
of
Video
of Thousand
Years
sings song
to one
of Pure Bliss
in
One!1
Signed,
just another
anonymouse
Letter and
Number
speaking..:) !
*
Katie Mia says:
July 1, 2013 at 12:29 am
One more thing
before one goes,
One ‘must’
mention Six..
The video link above is broke,
but at the end there is a Si6n…
On the
‘unbroken’
one
at Youtube.
That said,
One ‘must’
leave
a link,
to this song,
the ‘Invisible Sun’,
that starts out
with an intro of 6…
signed,
just another sign
of signs, and Science.
Katie Mia says:
July 1, 2013 at 1:03 am
Sorry, one more time…
This is too cool…
I have been seeing
the “God at the Movies”
phenomenon all my life,
and never found
another person
talk about it,
until I came here
and found this link,
from the comment above…
People in a ‘creative trance’
connect with the ‘divine’,
there is no question in mind…
I have been in that place
moving into 123 days,
at 7/1/13, at 12:29AM,
in the last comment above.
Another 22
for one
and nine.
Finally moving out
of that place
between
30113
and 63013.
Signed…
No,
I have not
lost
my mind..:)
at least,
not yet..:) !
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NuThing.. from 2014 provided by the
Facebook FriEnd robot.. so we skip
over hEre to MoonwalKing on the
beach wHere the YouTube version
algorithm robot fails to deliver
a thumbnail photo..
anyway.. trust me..
it ain’t as easy as iT
looks.. moon walKinG
on the fine Quartz sugar
white sands at Navarre beach
in athletic shoes.. and sure.. pARt
of the reason i leg press close to 1000
LBS.. specifically 930LBS.. 33 times now with free
weights with my arms raised to air.. IT TAKES PRACTICE..
TO GET THE WHOLE JOB DONE.. as yes.. work
for free
for me..
to hELP Free
oThERS too
out of the Matrix
that can be real
and lost sTiLL iN
the dArker pARts oF
cultUre noW wHole too..
Correction here2.. as the Robot
did come through months later
i guess.. as i never looked back
to see that correction on YouTube..;)
Facebook Friend Himali says in return..
to the Moon WalKing Beach photo oF Y i..
Woww.. Such a beautiful beach !
And i say..
Hi Himali.. thanks so much and yes the
beach is so beautiful at Navarre but as
mentioned before.. i do Love the Dunes
that used to rise tHeir WitH Sea Oats
waving to the sun.. wHere Hurrricane
Ivan washed them all away.. anyWay..
if my foot prints i pattern
match the shores of
beach i move as
God in Golden
Spiral and become
more with GoD oNE as
i DancE.. mY friEnd.. and ugh..
for some reason the Facebook
Algorithm hid your comment but i
do get it on my notifications and
will manually un-hide it as long
as Facebook.. is acting not
too smArt like this.. my
FriEnd.. if anyone’s
comments would
be hid as
strange
or whatever
one thinks and feels
it would be me.. hehe..
as my comments conform
to no robot knowledge including
human robot knowledge of the
past my friend.. anyway.. hope
you are gearing up for a Lovely
weekend and as alWays
Loving Wishes to
you my Good
Friend and
Dear
Sister iN
Love.. Himali..:)
Yep.. here i am lean.. fit.. and happy LooKinG
on the beach of A year ago at Navarre asKinG
‘folks’ to show me tHeir Kittens in shirted way..
hmm.. a little deceiving that photo is as my
233 LBS of a year ago.. ain’t nearly as
solid as it is today at the same 233 LBS..
as my Free Verse Nude Poetry indicates
in bEfore and AfTeR All the way as ‘they’
say.. but i ain’t in this to look pretty the
wHole way.. i AM IN THIS TO PROVE
TO otHers with zero doubt in empirical
evidence that from head to toe.. in total
human epigenetic affect and effect from
head ALL THE WAY TO TOE.. adaptation
to environmental challenge means incredible
change in unpacking our DNA poTeNTiaL..
and nah.. i don’t just play lip service to
this like some FriGGinG ‘nerdy
scientist’ like i used to be..
I BACK IT UP BABY IN
FLESH AND BLOOD TOO..
and to do that might seem embarrassing
to others in shame way of less that flattering
nude art from a year ago.. when i was basically
sitting on my ass a little too much and didn’t dance
out in public nearly the miles i did in 2014.. and iT iS
TrUe no one escapes MOTHER NATURE.. NOT EVEN
SUPERMAN.. BATMAN.. OR WHOMEVER..
ONCE AGAIN.. NATURE IS THE F iN Boss
ONE and sAMe WiTh God seen and
unseen2.. per mystery school..
esoteric.. occult stuff2..
Oh yeah.. and sPeaKinG
of mysteries.. while science
says peak strength is at about
age 30 for humans.. that is based
on averages of a functionally disabled
sedentary population.. hey baby.. we are same
iN basic DNA genetic human beings.. lived in
the wild entire lifetimes without Doctor’s and
hospitals.. same as 20 year old cats like my
cat Arthur who had one issue treated at the
Vet his entire life.. where he moved like a
noble Lion until his fur and bones end
melting back into Nature as food
for the birds he hunted and
the mice he killed too
in the circle of liFe..
aLL as Nature works..
most folks fail to understand
after they label symptoms as
medical disorders that use or lose
in all stuff Nature including human
BeinG does apply.. i use iT aLL
baby.. and at 56 i continue to get
stronger.. more artful.. smARter wHole
with better focus and memory than ever
beFore.. JUST ‘CAUSE I DO IT IN VICTORY
NOW AND NEVER LOOK BACK TO THE NAY
SAYERS OF THE AVG AND NORM OF A
OVERALL FUNCTIONALLY DISABLED
SOCIETY THAT HAS FORGOTTEN
WHOLE THAT THEY ARE NO LESS
OR BETTER THAN ANY OTHER
ANIMAL IN GOD’S KINGDOM
REAL ON EARTH NOW JUST
NOW AND WORK FOR LIFE
MEANS MORE THAN
PUSHING PENS
AND PRESSING
BUTTONS SITTING
STILL ON THE HIGHWAY
TO LIVING HUMAN HELL..
I’VE BEEN THERE AND DONE
THAT HELL AND MADE ALL THE
MISTAKES aND I HOPE TO AT LEAST SAVE
A FEW FROM MAKING TOO.. AND GO THE
OTHER WAY IN WHAT CAN BE HUMAN
MIRACLES THAT ARE REAL AS
THE HIGHER POTENTIAL OF
NATURE GOD SAME
LIVING AS
WE NOW..
JUST NOW..
In the poTenTiaL
OF THE REAL KINGDOM
OF GOD IN HUMAN HEAVENNOW..:)
AND heRe IS A MacroVerse..
‘Staycation Breeze’.. in empirical
evidence of what i was/aM juSt speaKinG
of in thaT last Facebook memory as science
And art project oF God mini-me2.. as one
more Festive 4th of July Week 2015
Facebook Memory..
in poetic..
artful documentarY iN
science way as WeLL..:)
And sure.. here is
Magic Fred XXL..
oh.. the irony..
considering ALL A
what i jUSt said..
in those other somewhat
entertaining pArts oF memories
from Fourth of July way in 2015..
and sure.. Beast i’LL bE and iF you
DO Art in SmaRt you too may lEArn
to relEase yOur Inner Animal BEast2..
from pushing pens.. and buttons..
and sitting too
much that i STiLL
do too.. but in terms
of the sacrifices i have
already made in life.. tHiS..
relatively spEaKinG.. iS
thE icing on the cake..
that i eat wHole too..
no less than that wafer
of bread and wine that
i just taste at Catholic
Church.. trust me..
bEinG the Bread
and Water oF liFe
is much better than
just tasting iT one now
oN A Sunday morning each
week at so-Called CAtholic
Church.. seriously that place
needs an enema.. true not as
much as the other churches i
have visited ’round these pARts..
but sTiLL Jesus.. F iN King
David Christ.. at least they
could dance a little more
toGeThER and celebRate
God one AND sAMe..
just My vieW iN God
oF coursE oN
coUrse..
AnyWay2.. thiS..
neXT 682nd Macro
Verse of LonGesT LonG
Form Human poem ever..
whOLe.. WiLL so far bE
named..
‘Interdependence DAY Heaven noW’..
and sure.. iT WiLL bE published first
ON JuLy 4th 2016.. in Monday way..
reminder to self here.. gym closes
early THAT DAY.. continue WorKinG
OUT religiously and make
iT tHeiR own time
now to keep
the superman
way real IN BEAST
MODe NoW AWESOME waY..
And sure HeLL yes.. theRe IS A
SonG for this with Saturday’s
alWays iN the
parK oF a 4th
of July
Interdependence
day now.. jUSt NoW iN
#Heavenisreal ..;)
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Ah.. ‘Interdependence Day Heaven noW’
A place i Love to bE.. oh.. the end of days..
the Apocalypse that others hope WiLL coMe… AND OTHER
Apocalypse.. of Lifting the Veil of Ignorance in way back
iN Original Greek Definition of Hope for the Human Race
and now for the rest of earth’S species too.. tHe Mayans.. A
somewhat advanced culture in ways of Astronomy and
other sciences for its daY iN cycles.. patterns of
Nature whole as in planets.. stars.. seasons
as they sTiLL come now.. sAdly.. yes..
end of days toward the end of
the 20th Century.. and
theater did reflect
in microcosm
of human
eYes..
in belief
iN dArk as opposed
to liGht.. anger.. fear..
and all stuff associated
with hate.. Vs.. as aligned with
yes.. the unconditional unafraid
and free of courage and kind iN
the white pure Love that is Beyond
the farthest star that can be seen in
hUman way.. so whaT iS the farthest
Star.. yes.. the liGht of Love that iN the
real Apocalypse.. yes.. in liFTinG the Greek
definition of the veil of Human ignorance was
iS the comet that starts coming our way in ways
of online web as tools like Google and YouTube..
and even blogger tools for free that let most everyone
have a say.. even those who are otherwise heavily
censored in Google and YouTube way.. so
now culture is changing in Art to reflect
this liGhter way of interconnecting
human hands in interdependence
way around the globe greater
and greater.. every moment
of now.. where the
Vampire movies..
the Zombie movies..
the Apocalyptic movies
and other art toward the
cloud of 2012.. has now
lifted and what replaces those
dark ways of human ignorance
in end of days fear of human now
is yes.. movies for hope in superhero
ways.. Fantasy for a better day overall
and what comes magic for real now as
eYes of the knowledge of OnE aLL continue
to grows in all of us.. beyond a deadman on a cross
changed into a Soldier God of Killing over teacher
of humble ways of Love that say anyone can be
ME.. Yes. ME.. ME.. ME.. AS CHILD OF GOD
FREE.. and YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL
TO DO MORE THAN ME.. as no
one can hold us back any longer
when we are free in the
golden rule of fearless
kind and courage that
is Unconditional Love
for all humans and
Nature now.. no
matter what
the differences
at hand and even
so-called enemies to
better understand as we do
hold hands and find our differences
are not what bRinGS uS toGeTHer
but the farthest star of liGht now
that iS real as Human Love
that does hold hands
in a global Love
that is the
REAL METEOR/COMET
OR WHATEVER KILLING OBJECT
HITTING AN OCEAN OF LOVE THAT
IS BECOMING LOVE HIGHER THAN
DESTRUCTION LOW.. anyWay.. my
College Philosophy Instructor.. Mr.
Hunt.. in one of his free flowing
streaming open conscious way
of speaKinG that did not arise
from any textbook alone..
spoke to the way in technological
societies that specialization in just
one field or few will keep us separate
more than advancing with greater knowledge
and art in toGeThEr way.. but then God says
let tHeir be A liGht with no sun or moon.. let
tHeir be technology and eventually hand
held devices that in moderation
connect us with the
rest of the world
wHerE wE can
continue to spread a
good news of Love in
kind and courageous
fearless way.. iN liGht
aWay from dArk even while
we sleep and yes when our eYes
close the real end day of our form
in life on this wonderful most beautiful
planet Earth in Blue.. Green.. Brown..
and Snow capped living awe.. bottom line..
the MAYANS WERE/ARE CORRECT.. THE REAL
APOCALYPSE OF LIFTING THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE
AND THE KNOWLEDGE.. SENSING.. FEELING OF ONE
ALL IS HERE FOR REAL.. WHERE THIS BABY GOES NEXT
IS A DELIGHTFUL EXPERIMENT THAT I FOR ONE SEE WITH
ELECTRIC ECLECTIC EYES THAT NEVER POOH POOH WHAT
ANYONE SAYS ON GOD’S GREEN.. BLUE.. WHITE SNOW
CAPPED VIEWS.. AND EVEN WHEN IT IS A LITTLE
BIT FULL OF SHiT TOO.. UP to the brown
eYes that can be lies too.. anyWay2..
IT’s reaL.. THE APOCALYPSE OF
LIFTING THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE
IS HERE AGAIN2.. AND MORE THAN
EVER HEAVEN IS POSSIBLE NOW FOR
THOSE WHO SEEK IT… FIND IT AND
PRACTICE HEAVEN NOW.. IN KIND
AND COURAGE.. FEARLESS LOVING
GOLDEN RULE WAY FOREVERMORE NOW
IN INTERDEPENDENCE DAY HEAVEN NOW..:)
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SMiLes.. i don’t trust
‘big black books’
or science
or even
standard
IQ as all are
biased by the
culture they live in..
top and bottom line..
i trust personal experience
above that all as above that
all is what literally saved my life
out of the living dead.. so many
norms.. so many averages defeat
the innate.. instinctual.. intuitive
of R E A L human miracles
real.. so many preconceived
notions at the hand of those
who come bEfore.. unlimited
new to do.. for the hands that
come now.. the ground is fertile..
online at least.. the answers are there
in plain view for those who choose to
seek and find beyond what they are told
to say.. but moreover ‘THAT’ same desolate
beach without any human footprints at all..
no condos.. no sun tan lotion.. and not even
any bikinis says.. that life is real.. aLL we fEeL
we seNse.. we CAN EXPERIENCE SO MUCH
MORE iF not limited by the footprints of bEfORe..
sure.. i lEarn so much from the footprints of BeFore.
but never ever WiLL i for one.. be limited by the
expectations of someone else’s footprints
alone.. and in example
when i was in college the
teachers said i was overzealous
and laughed at me when i suggested
that at age 60 a person could retain the
strength of youth.. if they just used it
instead of lose it.. and i say thAT now
at 56 behind a half a ton of weight
pressing it slowly and surely
33 times.. twice as strong
as three years ago..
and still getting
stronger..
Dancing 5600
miles now in 34 months..
everywhere in public and
yes the mind is faster than
a speeding bullet in metaphor
of just doing it and remembering
it all for now.. yes that was
the teacher who
laughed at me..
a professor
no less in a
Sociology of human
class but nah.. she wasn’t
a health science major or an
anthropology major who had heard
about what Jack LaLanne and our
so-called primitive ancestors with
the same basic DNA did then
and still do now as
primitives
who move move
move all day long
and have the same
bone density and
mass of our
so-called
prehistoric
savage ancestors
too.. and then there
is the recent past as that
was when i was 23 years old
and so much weaker and ignorant..
missing full aspects of human intelligence
that i never even knew existed in school then..
like the art of physical intelligence in FREE ballet and
martial arts way.. much greater existential intelligence
and oh my God.. i was one of the most retarded people
at school in ways of emotional intelligence then.. that
truly no classes touched in their empirical
ways of looking at life in science
away from art.. including
a science of physical
education that
said nothing
about the creative
TRUE ART OF MOVEMENT
beyond an instruction manual
of moves.. anyway when i told my
medical doctor i cured my back pain
by walking backwards she literally laughed
at me after also telling me that the numbness
i experienced from nerve damage in an old injury
to my right leg would never go away.. BUTT FACT OF
THE MATTER.. i Lost 66 months of pain and numbness
and no matter what she says her medical books say..
she was dead wrong in science of human
averages and norms.. in pre-designed
instruction/manual for a science of
being human over the art
that still makes the
primitives in
the rain forest
an invisible people
one with Nature God
Same.. sure we most kNow
the pitfalls of the big black books
of all religions.. as they are old and
antiquated in many ways.. but too..
many folks look to pre-established
science as the concrete
Gospel truth
and the bottom
line for both ways
of seeing life.. is the loss
of what can be in lose from
use.. RATHER THAN THE POTENTIAL
FOR REAL HUMAN MIRACLES NOW..
THAT ARE REAL AS I CONTINUE
TO DOCUMENT
ON my own
case study
of miracle
now..
anyway.. it’s
never too late for
epigenetic change to
environmental challenge
unpacking the same God dAM DNA
human potential aS our REAL ADVANCED
PRIMATE ANCESTORS WHO STILL HOLD
THE SECRET TO OUR ILLS IN CURRENt APE
COUSIN WAYS.. OH.. SO VERY TRuE AND LIgHT..:)
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WeLL.. dVerse is taking a weLL
deserved 18 day break..
and perhaps i need
somewhat of a break
from dVerse too.. in fACt
i’ve already taken one more
and less in the last two blog posts
without a poetic expression tHere..
and i must say i appreciate the FACT
training i got from all the robot people
at the Wrong Planet.. and the ART training
in words i’ve gained from three years now
entertaining art at dVerse Free to the point
wHere my Art iN words explodes over almost
and very most inspiration iN liFe.. wHere
my milestones of LiFE are gaining
greater inspiration from all
in LiFe so with
me never a need
reAlly for an online
prompt to get inspired
to write a poetic eXpResSioN
but alas i am hUman and Love
to connect in the soUlFuLL that
poEtry allowed betWeen Free
Loving OPen minded folks..
so i WiLL head back to
the last prompt
that is STiLL
open from Monday
through Sunday in
Quadrille 44 words
flavoRed WitH Rose foR noW..
and hopefully i will not fall asleep
and nap.. as i’Ve barely caught up
with the sleep lost last niGht iN
an almost all niGht DancE FReED..
and WitH that said.. i gotta take
a nap.. the art we earn is the
Art of Love in Art aS WeLL
wE take WiTh uS in Dreams
come fruition in imaGiNaTioN
and creaTiViTy way of Real..
so perhaps i’LL cultivate a Rose
of Sleep iN the DreAms oF Y I..
and awake to more colorFul Roses
in PoEtry oF i2.. anyWay2.. i see LiNKs
in Prompts for poetry in alL mY senses and
EmoTioNs thaT come to play.. and the sAMe
goes for the rest oF SonG iN Vocal WAY
and DancE in feat oF feAt.. sUre today..
For now the prompt..
link and
inspiRatiOn
iS peaceFuL SnoozE..:)
WeLL.. once again.. i never
made it back to dVerse
for that last Monday
Quadrille prompt
on Roses..
i’ll never
say never but
not likely i’LL
go back at this point..
and this will make three
Macro Verses with no direct
response to the poems written
there in response to the general
prompt of the day at hand.. but
anyway.. Freedom is the ultimate
Human Rose.. Freedom to
Love.. yes.. and to
be Loved freely
from head to
toe.. inside..
outside.. and all
around.. always
consensually
and never
with intentional
harm to another human
being as that is what God
oF Nature Gifted Human Nature
iN Altruistic ways IS About
sTiLL noW as evolving..
and Force of Laws
through religious
rules of changing
that for the last
several thousand years but God
iS RiSinG back iN US as Altruistic
Love now.. WITH NO EXCLUSIONS AS
THE JESUS WAS REPORTED TO SAY
GENTILE OR JEW.. SERVANT OR
FREE.. WOMAN OR MAN NO
MORE.. and the name
Luke for the Jedi Warrior
in Star Wars was/IS A great
metaphor also for the
only apostle of the
twelve that
in Synchronicity
way of Church Sunday
highlights the only
verse Luke 17:21 that
says the heaven is
at hand now
just now
now
means
now.. and i aM
so glad that in synchronicity
of God’s waY iN literal and
figurative magic.. this
Macro Verse
pays
tribute
to the same
GOD DAM THING
In “INterdependence
Day Heaven noW’..
Rose wE SunG
Rose We SinG
BeCoMEs
BacK
aGaiN
as Heaven
we bEcome
resurrected real..
now just NoW REAL..:)
Luke 17:21 King James Version (KJV)
“21 Neither shall they say, Lo here! or,
lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”
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SMiLes.. my Friend gigoid..
thanks for stopping by.. took a nap
earlier that lasted all the way through
work-out time so just getting back to
pen and iNk here in digital way..
and did some more research
on RSO and also see it
is effective in treating
joint pain..
and speaking
of joint pain the Lovaza
i take for natural high occurring
levels of triglycerides.. which is basically
just concentrated fish oil in fewer capsules
is approved for treating joint pain in pets but
not in humans.. go figure.. the pharmaceutical
industry and all.. but seriously very little to no joint
pain for me through the day.. and the inflammation
associated with Severe Degenerative arthritis is
close to null for all i can feel of it anymore..
i like Natural therapies.. much more
than synthetic ones and will always
go that way when possible..
anyway.. glad to hear the
therapy is working
more for you..
as yes.. the effects
of life and work can be
extremely degenerating.. particularly
sedentary ways of life and the care taking
industry too.. particularly in ways of first
responders and i cannot imagine
anything more humanly
stressful than years and
years of what you did in
moderating the behavior
of mentally ill violent
patients.. the
atmosphere of
a mental institution
is enough to cloud the
empathy of my feelings with
the despair and chaos that can
be the human being in groups this
way out of the order of balance in life..
but thank God for strong enough people
like you who do it even through the personal
hardships that come through that service for
others in the toughest jobs that humans can
hold to help others come out of the abyss
of life.. sometimes the only person
who can save us is the one
who can save us
from ourselves
as i know
and feel
to well from
my personal past
too.. oh the balance..
oh the balance at all
costs.. oh the balance
my FriEnd..
as
REAL..
See ya around
thEse online pARts
later.. WiTh SmiLes..:)
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WeLL.. yeah.. it seems
like i’m kinda on a Rihanna
kick here lately in music way
and what i like about the Rihanna
is her balance of masculine strength
and feminine glow.. Strong women truly
have always ruled human cultures from
home to the office.. anyway.. so i’M
at the gym tonight talking
to the nice girl who is
the step daughter
of one of
my older
Bowling Center
customer friends who is
also part of my Catholic
Church.. and his is the home
source.. of my only two Karaoke
Youtube videos that give some
hint of my natural skills in
innovative SinGinG
no different
than poEtry
and DancE..
just for fun
of course
with ZERO
COMPETITION
AGAINST OTHERS
AND INSTEAD ONLY
HUMAN POTENTIAL
THAT I PERSONALLY
PURSUE.. to show others
what is possible.. no different
than any other pioneer of the
human condition to go places
no one else has either thought
about or dared to venture out
into open space of being
human.. so it’s kinda
slow at the
gym.. she’s
kinda bored and
she’s a pre-med
student and open
minded enough to
entertain the different
of my mind in deeper ways
of human communication in
common sense way too.. deeper
into our ancestral past of being human..
so i say.. do you think God is wild or domesticated..
considering that humans have only been on earth
a relative blip in evolution so far introducing
this cultural device of written language..
collective intelligence.. and culture
that represses and oppresses
our wild natures for order
of insanely large
human populations
who are only still evolved
to peacefully and successfully
connect to around 150 to 200 sets
of eyes.. and she gives me a look that
says hmm.. interesting.. i never thought
of it that way before.. and as old as i am
at 56.. not sure i’ve ever really literally
asked someone that question before
but there is no doubt that God
is WiLd as that is the
way most all of
the animal
kingdom works
in balance of yes.. even
lust and love among our
closest cousin the Bonobo
that is immensely more civilized
in peaceful nonaggression and
non-violent ways as compared
to domesticated human beings
and all tHeiR Frigging Millions
killed in bloody wars for
territory and subsistence
ways of insanely
large populations
still living in the snow
and desert ways of non-abundance
in natural resources of life STiLL noW2..
and even wolves are much more peaceful
in the wild than when domesticated under
human rules.. of all you can eat wolf food
where the pack no longer has
its social
roles
for Loving
balance.. of sure..
wolf cub love and
lust balance too..
so sure.. when we heArT
the call of the wild and our
voice becomes free verse poetry
with or without pen and ink in digital
way.. when we use our instinct.. innately
with intuition.. to figure out in heARt of what
to do next.. in artful ways of life aS weLL we
get closer to the source that is the Wild God
who lives within us.. who reAlly doesn’t have
to have complicated culture to live in balance
until the quantity of humans becomes insanely
large out of balance.. So anyway.. of course i didn’t
go into quite this much detail in vocal ways.. as my
young Pacific Islander friend.. might have got a Fredache
from that as i so often even give my wife when i go into Fredetails
with her too.. in eXtreme ways like this.. wHere someone can
just stop reading if it becomes a little too much instead
of the increasing pace and sometimes volume
of my voice when i get hyper focused
face to face..
or on the next
gym machine down
the line of working out..
and then i say.. i bet you that
i am the only male who warms up in
a ballet way of dance in the gym.. to achieve
butterfly balance in mind and body soul way..
for incredible potential later in Gorilla
Growl strength as sure she
witnesses up close
and personal
what i am
capable of that
most people have
never seen me do..
in the way of yes.. brute
strength.. so i what i tale her
is the reason dudes will not do
this is they are so dam homophobic
they are afraid someone is gonna think
they are ‘queer’ or whatever for a man to
show grace in working out like i freely do..
and i’ve even had the similar response
from a martial artist there who
does Tai Chi.. who says
we do kinda what
you’re doing.. in
private..
as it’s out
of the social
norm no less than
chatting with a stranger
next to you at the latrine
when you are in the little
boys room.. well.. i’ve always
‘Loved’ women exclusively allNOW..
i ain’t got none of them homophobic
fears as they always originate in the male
who feels his masculinity is not enough and
he is really weak and full of fear inside of not
being overall enough for the social role expectations
he imagines to be by watching TV or what they boys
on the sports field expect or whatever may be the
flavor of the gender roles of society
at macro or micro level
today.. anyway.. at the
end of the workout
i say my phrase for the
day is Butterfly Gorilla
wHere i start the workout
in the grace of Float like a butterfly
and end it with the sting of A Gorilla Growl..
actually i said ape.. to them.. as i didn’t wanna
seem like i am discriminating against any one
type of monkey.. per se.. but size as
chimpanzees go can be much more
vicious than Gorillas in total
alpha male effect..
but yes..
the King Kong
open mouth growl/roar..
is what we think about in
the fear of our wild ape selves
as monsters instead of just a higher
power of strength to get through the
fight of life vs the flight of running scared..
SO YES.. i”ve embraced the monster under
my bed that is the Wild and Loving pArt of
me in balance as well without any
frigging big black books or
science.. same as
naked on a beach
with zero footprints
of human culture..
like the original planet
of the apes.. when Charlton
went back.. and missed his old
way of life away from nature that
his kind bombed the world of back
to eventual naked balance.. with a Lovely
woman on the back of the horse that he took
for granted when he was already riding heaven’s
horse on the paradise of A Beach wHere all of God’s
children live free in balance.. sand to toes.. sun to skin..
and flesh to flesh in wild and loving/lust of life REAL
ONCE AGAIN IN BALANCE BEFORE
THE APPLE OF BIG LIES
FROM BIG BLACK
BOOKS TO
SCIENCE
TAKES US
AWAY FROM
A MONSTER WHO
IS REALLY NO MONSTER
AT ALL.. AS DOMESTICATION
HAS MADE US INTO JELLY
WOMEN AND MEN
WITH MORE
STINGERS
THAN
HUMANITY
NOW.. SO SURE..
EMBRACE THE BEAST
AND COME AGAIN NOW TO
THE CALL OF THE WILD OF
GOD IN BALANCE NOW ALIVE..
AlWays aT open invite from God At Least
alWays juSt a caLL aWay iNside oF wE nOW..:)
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And speaKing
of Workouts..
pre-work-out
focusing Face
here after a rather
exhausting all-nighter
iN Marathon oF DancE..:)
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Ah yes.. and finAlly
one more work-out photo
to go.. sleep.. and just a reminder
thaT thE Evil eYe All BeYonD SuBliME
aLL A seeing eYe.. IS A watchinG noW..
iN waKe
Or sLeep
oF DreAMinG
FruiTioN Now..
anD yeS.. i kNow
thaT’s ReaLLy Deep2..;)
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Love and Truth are ONE..
including fearless.. noW
courAge and Kind.. Now
All seeing eYe of NatUre
never afraid as slave
to any ruler other
than the rules of
Nature ONEnOW
GoD anD sAMe..
A Force oF aLL..
that lives inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
iN
BalancE noW with
knowledge.. courage
WiLL Power and a path
to harmony oF peacE noW
wHeRe Care and Courage plus
Reason and Emotion becomes
one Force now of Human Relative
Free WiLL.. WitH.. the Real Rules
oF Nature.. aGaiN.. ONE as God..
AnyWaY.. Let the independence oF
Interdependence DaY Heaven noW
Weekend Festivities never start and
never end alWAys NoW iN True liGht
of Action alWays BeGiNinG and EnDinG
Consequence NoW iN
liGht over dARk..
Ways of BeinG
TruE LOVE LiGHT WiLL..
otHeR than thaT Happy 4th..
of never slave alWays FREE..:)
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Interdependence DaY Heaven noW
Weekend Festivities continue here
with ‘Children of the Corn’..
version 2016…
or who KnOWS..
perHaps i’M a
scare crow
from the Wizard
Of OZ doing A practice
oF BeinG Meditation
out of
mY
MiNd noW..;)
OH A say can you see.. etc.. etc..
ending the Star Spangled Banner..
on a high note here.. and unlike
Star Swain.. there is no
Lincoln Memorial..
aT Spring Hill..
so i SanG Free
to the corn fields..
kinda like the Wizard
oF oZ2.. and no.. no
one had to coax me
into doing iT aLL FReED
noW.. seriously.. i could
break a wine glass..
with a very
powerful
range oF
Vocals.. but
alcohol
free
at
the
corN Field
FReED..
doubt iT..
noT..
NoW.. can
you see iT yET.. i..;)
Obviously ‘this’ cheap ass
Lawn Chair that the house..
car.. and all other wife bought for
the festivities.. was not rated
for 233LBS
of
Fred..
so i got up
and did it aGAiN..;)
And believe it or not..
Ripley.. ‘this’ is not the
most hilarious/different
photo taken yet..
another view here..
and two more to come..
all in a day of
what comes
neXt iN Art
oF Y i..
Free Flow
iN ZonE LiFe..:)
Katrina scissor Legs..
the modern version of
the ‘Goddess Isis’..
and the Little
Mermaid
plus
Pocahontas
as she slowly
noW morphs into
the Little Mermaid..
bottom line iS She’s
Got Legs aS ZZ top oF
thE LiNe alWayS noW..;)
Keeping in mind as i talk to
‘these folks’ i had never met
before.. in my own personal
style of ‘Deliverance’ on the
so-called ‘Red Neck Riviera..
thAT i inspired them to do ‘this
move’ iN under 60 seconds of
a few Fred-talk words..
and when they
asked me how
to pose..
i said do
what FeeLs
good and iT
WiLL aLL Work-out..;)
Nice niece Candie says..
Epic. I must say
I was impressed..:)
And i say..
Fun and Katrina was
sure when i was moonwalking
in the water i was gonna fall
on my butt with my iPhone6s
fully submerged..
practice..
practice..
wax on wax
off as the
monkey will
not fall out of the
tree and the hawk
will not fall out of the
sky.. hehe.. even barefoot..;)
Candie says..
I admit, I was worried
you were going to do that too!
i say..
i didn’t even realize
i had the phone
in my hand..:)
Nice niece Candie
then shares a photo
still collage of my Moonwalk
Adventure into the shallows
of the upstreaming Blackwater
River.. and i quote her caring words..
“Ok, so this is my uncle. If you are local,
you probably at least know ‘of’ him. Hes the dancing guy.
All over the mall, the stores, the club, anywhere and everywhere
you will see him doing his spirit dance. Now if you really KNOW
him you’ll know how monumental this picture is. Hes IN the water!
No matter where we’ve gone… beach, pool, springs, river…he
doesn’t get in. Temps in the 90’s, middle of summer…he doesn’t get in.
Due to his aspergers some things just aren’t his cup of tea. BUT today….he DID IT..:)
He’s been thru ALOT the past few years. So as small as this seems to some, its
simply awesome to me..:D #babysteps #leapsandbounds #aspergers
#noteveryonewillfitinyourbox #nexttimeyouseehim #sayhi #family”
And i say in happy returns..
SMiLes.. and thanks..
nice niece Candie..:)
And then Candie’s Daughter..
Antaya.. who is fixing to around in 10
days or so.. have a new daughter
baby who will be Katrina’s Great
Great niece.. as Candy is Katrina’s
first niece.. and Antaya is Katrina’s
Great niece leading to this
great great niece
in some days
to come..
and anyway
the great niece
says..
Yaaaay Uncle Freddd with
4 smilie cons..
And i say..
sMiLes.. thanks..:)
2nd Cousin Terri
then says..
So Candie I guess you’re my cousin. Lol.
Freddy is my 2nd cousin.
I knew I loved y’all but
We are Family…
And i say in
somewhat witty
response..
In Milton..
most everyone
is related.. at
least a few
decades ago..;)
Then Candie says
to Terri..
Girl, I been knew
u was fam!..:)
And Terri says
in response to me..
well you and Marylou
are the only cousins I knew. Lol
And finally.. i mark like
on her comment..;)
Sister-in-law Jerri says..
Pretty cool can’t believe Fred wet his feet!!!
purple heart emoticon..
And finally again
in return
i say..
SMiles.. thanks..
extra cool sister-in-
law Jerri..:)
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Hi.. Princess Leah..
WeLL..
this go around
it was me who
missed your E-Mail
on Tuesday as i look
again and see it as plain
as day sitting there all pretty
on June 28th.. and yes.. it is
true to say.. i will always respond
within 24 hours unless the post is
missed.. i am sick.. it’s World War III..
or something worse than that.. as writing
20 to 30K words a week.. at super fast speeds
in fingers and head.. makes it a breeze to talk
to nice friends like you.. and of course since i am
a real life PETER PAN.. with the wife taking
care of practically everything
except for taking
out the trash..
the writing..
and the DancE
oF Y i.. that
leads to an almost
unlimited span of now
to do whatever i like to do..
and anyone who is nice enough
to be my friend always comes first..
first.. first.. immediately on my list
of whatever i care to do next..
with laser focus
to every deTale
of Fredtails to come
neXt.. and OMG.. i had
to revisit my geography
to determine that your origin
of home Romania.. now Germany..
is around the same latitude of France
and actually it does get up to around
109 degrees in the Summer there and
of course extra cold in the Winter too..
so hehe.. perhaps your head is not
that Big anyway.. to dissipate
heat.. actually it is just
perfect.. and that
was kinda a
tongue in cheek
generalized comment
i was making as i know you
are extra cool and totally
nonjudgmental toward
anything i say and do
no different than
what you were
as a moderator
on the Wrong
Planet when i first
met you on that place
far far far away.. from
places like Facebook land..
truly extra terrestrial in ways
of both human and online only
existence that place was for me
and so many others then.. of course
you had a real life on the side.. and that
makes it that much more amazing that you
were able to accommodate moderator duties
too.. as Lord knows when i worked.. it was work..
a video game or two.. of the same dam snow boarding
game i played for a routine of years on my computer
and falling asleep in front of the TV and starting the
wash cycle of work again.. and taking care of
the other rat race duties of life on the
weekend.. working almost every
Holiday for double pay..
and virtually no
vacation except
for the rare 1 or
2 events for decades
on then.. anyway you
have to be special to be
my friend.. and you are my
friend and i appreciate that
gift more than i can even say
in words hehe.. So the Flow goes
on in i and you.. and my hopes are
always for the best for you and your
husband as you embark on your new
Germany adventures there.. and as i think
i’ve noted before.. these long Summer Days
turn up my dopamine response to Super Creative
levels of creative expression these days still now
going on three years as of on or about July 22nd..
2013.. where i changed from an INTJ personality to
ENFP in the span of a couple of weeks..
went from 44 to 45 on the AQ
Autism Quotient scan down
to an 11.. and went
from a mid 50’s score
on the Emotional Quotient
online test to a 95.. Dr. Jekyll
to Mr. Hyde i went in technically
what can certainly be identified as
Bi-Polar disorder in case study way
down to sleeping 2 hours a night from
then to Nov… some rather hypersexual
activities in some ways too. then in
particular that i had never done
before.. and of course the
intense driven focus
of writing hours
on end still..
and of course
where religiosity
without religion with
a focus on God of nature
without any formal boundaries
became my all encompassing
focus and special interest
per Asperger’s Syndrome
too.. but seriously i
was born this
way.. and
have been
somewhat high
for decades before with
years ‘tween.. of the darkest
lows that continued to get even
lower in cycles yet to come in my
early twenties way back then..
i keep it in check with
a dance of life..
and we went
on a River adventure
and i didn’t get to really
dance for hours today.. for
the first time since i can remember
in probably over a year since i was
sick over a year ago.. so here are all
these words.. as if i am not totally
physically exhausted most all
the time from dance
my brain
does
zoom
zoom
zoom..
like a bomb
of mind too..
but i do it with
ease and it is nothing
of the extreme manic feelings
mixed with non-stop adrenaline
that i had during those two years
of fight or flight stress before
i hit the bottom of hell
in 2008.. in a text
book definition
of General
adaptation
syndrome
and total
human exhaustion
from head to toe..
anyway.. back to dance
tomorrow for at least
a half marathon of that
in stores.. ’cause Lord knows
if i skipped more than a few days..
i would explode through space and
stars.. and probably get up over
240LBs too.. as i am back
up to 233LBS now..
but still much
more fit
than i was
this time a year
ago.. as my nude
art doesn’t lie.. haha..
and a great motivation that
is to prove.. epigenetic potential
is real from head to toe.. in vitality
way.. and to stay fit as a practice of
life as the flesh don’t lie from head to
toe.. and when it gets balanced.. at least
for me.. the mind follows and the whole thing
hums at least for me like a Ferrari tuned now..
Anyway.. wonderful.. to
hear from you friend..
and i am always
heRe to write a
novel back
to you..
as that
iS just what
i do.. IN FREE FOR
ALL PETER PAN LAND..
AND THERE IS A SONG
I LOVE FOR THAT I WILL
SHARE.. AS MAKE BELIEVE
i MAKE INTO FRUITION REAL
MY FRIEND.. at least that
is what the empirical
evidence of
what i do
says too..
iN my own
never land
without any
structures of
buildings or boundaries
to hold me back for NoW..:)
And i suppose the hook IS A
Longest Long Form Poem ever
that truly is just a conversation
piece of close to 4 Million words..
60K photos plus.. thousands of
videos.. links.. etc.. just to make
another friend
and never
to meet
a stranger
MY FRiEND..
some folks want
fame.. all i ever
wanted was
a friend..
with
a REAL
TeAR..
MY FRiEND…:)
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First of all.. those 10 or
so hamburgers look
delicious and if not
for BBQ ribs and
Chicken Katrina
style i would be hungry
and Kudos to your son for
eating the whole dam thing…
i used to have an appetite like
that when younger too.. and never
gain an ounce but things change heHE..
for the much greater weight per ounce of food2..
Anyway.. your last three quotes are like
the story of my life in fruition way now..
“The caterpillar is secure in the womb of the cocoon.
And yet, to achieve its destiny,
it must cast off its earthbound burden…
to realize the ethereal of the butterfly.”
~~ Master Po ~~
*******
“If my decomposing carcass helps nourish the roots of a juniper tree
or the wings of a vulture – that is immortality enough for me.
And as much as anyone deserves.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
*******
“Are you sure it isn’t time for another colorful metaphor?”
~~ Spock, “The Voyage Home,” stardate 8390. ~~
But for me it starts with the wings of a vulture..
as at the bottom of the pit of heLL IN pain
and emotional numbness it gave
me comfort that if i found
a tree far enough in the
woods on a road
named Martin
Road with a chain..
a metal one yes.. reserved
for an act that could not afford
to fail… yes.. far enough in
the woods where no
one would find
me but the
vultures then..
and seriously it
did give me some sense
of purpose whether i watered
a sapling tree yet to grow or
fed a vulture that my life still
had some purpose other
than bringing other
folks down in
my family
with
whines
of why me..
and my mother
taling me why not you..
and suggesting perhaps
i was my Grandfather reincarnated
and this was my Karma for my Grandfather
leaving the Catholic Church.. getting married
etc.. having me.. while my father laughed at
me saying I should go back to being
Athletic Director and supervising
all those men.. while i was
down.. as my father
never made
the grade
above in supervisory
capacity but for a few
weeks as Sergeant before
coming back down to deputy
Sheriff.. and i never FucKinG
wanted to be an authority over
anyone.. handing out shoes was
enough for me.. except for the fact
i had a wife to support and money was
a necessity to ever purchase a home
for the long run.. so i moved up to the
West part of town.. to do just that..
with success and ever increasing
fight or flight stress.. and
of course some
computer skills
along the way..
anyway.. when they
finally diagnosed the type2 Trigeminal
Neuralgia… as the worst pain known
to mankind.. technically worse than
crucifixion.. my mother sought
to prove me wrong that
what i experience
from wake to
sleep for
66 total
months after
the pain.. yes miraculously
suddenly went away on
July 22nd on or about
that day.. was not nearly
as bad as what my Mother
thought the Jesus went
through.. until
the book
she purchased
on the crucifixion
said yes.. my pain
was worse than that too..
as she handed me the book
before she read it.. and i turned
to the God dam single page that
said that in black and white..
but it didn’t matter
as she still
poohed poohed
my pain as less
and told me other
folks have it worse
and sure they probably
do but never the less
point of fact and
all of that
with
a super
logical
mind still
then.. anyway..
yes.. the caterpillar
cocoon.. the ethereal
beauty after that and
all and all the rest of the
new metaphors i make for
my own God dam Dreams
to come in fruition true that i can
empirically say in super logic way
IS AS REAL AS ANY REAL CAN BE..
tHere is a power beyond all cynicism
my friend.. and that is the liGht of WiLL
as i alWaYs SAY OF NEVER FucKinG
GIVING UP.. AND NEVER EVER LISTENING
TO A GOD DaM WORD THAT ANYONE WHO
HAS FEAR OF THE DARK OR IS CYNICAL
OF HUMAN POTENTIAL REAL
UNLEASHED AND RELEASED
NOW so daM real in magic
that nothing
else
counts
BUT MAGIC
ISREAL MY FRIEND..
oh yeah.. i’ve probably mentioned
the moral to the story of the chain
for my neck and the tree on Martin
Road but when i was considering that
seriously back in 2010 or so.. two years
into hell.. Wife Katrina awoke from a dream
and said she and her Granny were hanging
Christmas ornaments on a tree on Martin
Road and it made her so sad.. and she
had never mentioned that road
before in our marriage
and then i knew..
Fred and or
Horatio.. there is
more.. a lot God daM
more going on in this
life that what your books
said in school.. more than the
bible.. more than any science fiction
movie.. as like you quoted before..
in Mark Twain words.. ReaLITy
is much stranger than
fiction as when
ya lose the
filters of
the mind that
makes reaLITy
there is no up or down..
or inside.. or outside.. or
all around.. limitless
in a
word
my FRiEnD..
it doesn’t have to
make FucKinG sense
to what little flea humans
sucking the blood of a dog
they cannot fully see or know
does behind tHeir FucKinG BacK..
bottom line.. in the BIGGEST
BFG picture we
KNOW
NOTHING..
IN WORDS
OF SOCRATES2..;)
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http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/existing-eyes-of-universe_3.html
WeLL.. the Facebook Memories as
generated by the trusty algorithm
secretary.. all the way back to
July of 2013.. three years
ago.. when the
Hypergraphia..
of writing starts
to get really
ramped up in
new creative ways
of doing stuff is noted
here in Existing Eyes of
Universe oneallnowforevermoreII..
as sure why not put existing words
together and make new words for
fun just for Hypergraphia ways of
being then too.. after all that’s
kinda what the Alice and
Wonderland writer dude
Lewis Carroll did too..
as i eventually get
more artistic
naturally Free Flowing
form of what seems a
tapestry of some kinda art
anyway before all i do is said
and done.. yes the Macro Waves
of a Longest Long Form Poem Ocean FieLd
ever do start a month later than this one as the
UniVerse of mY wriTinG wHole had a
Big Bang Beginning same as all too..
in continuing cycleS alWayS now of
what the arT of REaliTy and
science too aka God
WiLL juSt do humanifest
in aLL wE too.. noW.. juST noW..
as the Interdependence Day oF Heaven
noW continues on aS FloW iN ZonE WHolE..
wHere particles of water ion drops become
ONE POSITIVE iON WHOLE TOO AS ziOn
ISREAL2..;)
Yes.. God’s like a used car2..
as any metaphor that houses vehicles..
and vessels the essence of God2 WiLL
do fine three as tree of Life WeLL ALL A
iN infinite potentials of symbols as
metaphors for God as aLL that iS3..;)
EYE of the TIGER IN
the FREDOM OF TRUTH!..
HMM.. that Interdependence
Day Macro Verse memory
from a year ago to date..
could make
an excellent
and or other
symbols as
metaphor for
God2..3..4.. etc..2..1..;)
Speaking of God.. Synchronicity OF the
Magic Kingdom of God’s potential
Interdependence Day Heaven now
metaphor as housing vehicle and
vessel for symbol as metaphor to
reciprocally socially communicate
the potential of God’s Higher
Power IN aLL oF uS
to create toGeThER
iN MoVinG Connecting..
yes.. creating ways of BeinG
the Magic does come to fruition
in empirically assessable iPhone
smart phone camera ways as the
the odds of my two year now Dance
friend Chelsea one of three two year
long Dance partners as such at Good
Old Seville Quarter meeting me there
with an upside down shirt that promotes
getting weird the same dam time i do..
doing the same as a friendly friends..
dancing couple here.. is quite
frankly.. astronomical.. as
this is also the only
time i remember her
wearing any logo at
all as this is one always
elegant dressed member
and super super smart
college student..
who ain’t no
stray cat
girl..
in other
words she has what
they call up town class..
but no i have nothing against..
stray cat girls.. as different strokes
do apply for HOW different folks just
do it.. otherwise i would be a really
big hypocrite to wear this shirt..
iF i didn’t REALLY F iN MEAN
IT NOT ONLY FIGURATIVELY
BUT literAlly TOO.. now NoW..
AND ANYWAY.. THIS IS SUNDAY
CATHOLIC JESUS DAY WHEN
THEY DO ALL THAT WORSHIPPING
THE JESUS DUDE WHO NEVER F IN
WANTED PUBLIC FAME EITHER.. AND
how he probably would be Temple Table
Turning over Bi-Polar mad to see a statue
of himself that folks are kneeling to basically
with his arms raised to air.2. at least not on an
actual cross in close to his underwear then..
but yes.. according the the gnostic
gospel of Thomas Verse 37..
that says to find God within
one must strip naked and
tread on their clothes..
like i do too.. hehe..
in restricted blog links..
and feel no shame for
being a free child of God
from head to toe.. and i think..
the DSM5 calls that Exhibitionism
when it is not done in legally approved..
restricted links too.. consensually as such
of course.. where there is an off or on button..
before one gets to the full monty too.. with
Jesus as such.. in the new nude Renaissance
King David statue way now too.. as Bi-Polar
noted artist Michelangelo portrayed as
metaphor for Freeing KinG David
too as the nude was the highest
expression of human art
until the fundamentalist
Christian Folks and
Queen Victoria got
so Penis phobic..
in stone statues..
that they chopped
them off and of course..
continued the 20% member
discount with chopping off the
foreskins of babies in male like
female genital mutilation too.. where
at least the feeling of pleasure continued for
for male.. but females.. for control.. nah.. they
were/are discounted from having pleasure too..
oh God.. those bully boys continue to have their
way like that in torturing and mutilating ways
in some countries like Muslim ones in
Africa and other places too..
Slavery comes in many
forms.. from taking
pleasure away
to taking
environmental
protection away to
make human parts more
tender and harder to roam
the country side all naturale
as such without running into
rough underbrush with
your ding a ling all
exposed.. just
like the other
animals do
with their
natural
protection on
too.. with no need
for condoms either..
as nature will get attracted
to nature in her own true free
will.. do the wild thing.. and see
what comes out in the continuing
biodiversity of God expanding all
where all now.. everynow at
#Godiswild #GodisFree
#Goddontwearclothes
normally in real
life either2..
as human
make believe
can make heaven
or hell fruit now one
way or the other chained
or #GODFReED okay..
now on to the next
thought/FeeLinG of Interdependence
Day Heaven noW to #MAKEITREAL ..;)
Okay.. maybe just one
word added to this to
metaphor God higher
as Symbol 2.. noW2..
Fearless Firework oF Love
God is.. in Big Bang ways
in forevermorenow.. continuous
beYonD Infinity way.. and sure that
is more than just one word.. but when
one is cruising creativity on the upside
of Bi-Polar highs.. and is much greater
connected to God in what the APA and
DSM5 label folks of human psychological
disorders name as religiosity.. hypersexuality
as of course creativity and being turned on as
even science shows are interrelated like marriage
partners of divine feminine and male in one human
too.. and what else.. yeah.. the hypergraphia of
scribing longest long Form poem ever and
Bibles.. Kuran’s etc.. as long as one
keeps the aggression/harm YES to
SELF AND GOD DAM OTHERS
of up to THEN AND NOW..
potential head hunting and
raping the wives of
other conquered
tribes to
gain greater
resources for
subsistence too..
iN CHECK OFF..
this Bi-Polar stuff
ain’t half bad in high
way now.. as sure Michelangelo..
Leonardo.. Beethoven.. Mozart..
Jim Carrey.. Robin Williams..
got a lot done when they
too took full advantage..
not all tranquilized in
their co-creator
God roles2 way
back then and now..
and sure those are
noted famous folk
labels.. but the ones
who go on Bi-Polar
Vision quests and come
back in awakened and
enlightened free high
ways of being in yes..
coming down from the
Mountain of high alone..
and sharing what they find allone..
as they go where no man or woman
has dared to go before with other members
of the tribe as two spirits.. divine masculine
and feminine in the original definition..
of Elohim.. and Star of David male
and female element of phallus A
and fertile V.. joined as six
pointed Walmart
symbol Star2..
is just a way
of scribing2.. the human
archetypes of thousands of thousands
of years.. buried in our genetic memories
of DNA same.. forgotten.. but just waiting
to come out and play free for those human
beings with so-called modern disorders
of disinhibition to RinG A LiNG human
PoTential much higher for all else
to hear/see/FeeL in Songs
by Beethoven.. oh yes..
Sistine Paintings by
Michelangelo’s..
in the full free
God Buff nudes
as we.. including
statues with little
ding a lings ringing
Free like the David2..
i just take it the next FULL
LOGICAL ARTFUL PASSIONATE
STEP IN SELF ART OF GOSPEL 37
OF THOMAS AND JESUS AS REPORTED2..
so go ahead.. if ya like and debate me with all
the God scriptures ya might now.. i might be
wrong but trust me or not.. i seriously doubt
it with the REAL FREE GOD LIVING IN ME
AND AS ME NOW..
WILD AND FREE
FROM FULLEST
HEAD TO TOE
REAL..
WE ARE GOD..
WE ARE FREE..
AND GOD LOVES
WE IN FEARLESS WAY
TOO.. AND TRUST ME YOU
DON’T FucK WITH THE GOD
WHEN GOD LIVES FREE AS US..
at least not in dARk ways and get away
with it for God’s Karma of Just doing liGht NoW..
iN God
Wild And FReED..
Victory over Vengeance
Fearless Love as Courage Kind
noW juST
NoW REAL..
IN OF COURSE
THE INTERDEPENDENCE
DAY OF HEAVEN NOW NOW..:)
11,080
On this Fourth of July Independence day in the United
States.. we celebrate right to life.. liberty and the
pursuit of Happiness… 240 years of
increasing rights to do just
this after being
freed from a
Monarchy of British
rule before 1776.. so
at a pastor’s home on a farm
yesterday we are discussing world
events and what it means to be a Christian..
sure.. i don’t have any problem going toe to toe
with either Priests or Pastors on these issues.. as
let’s just say i am both educated in religion as well
as the real deal in experiencing mystical tradition..
both orthodox and unorthodox.. in other
words free style with God..
God of all Nature
one and same..
So while thank God..
the priest at the Catholic
Church ‘rightly’ describes
the historical context of the
so-called end days of the so-
called book of revelation in context
iN THOSE DAYS of persecution of early
Christians when so-called John the apostle
wrote THAT revelation from a so-called prophetic
dream that he had that of course any human at any
moment at any now in history could do just as well
or strange.. and in the case of John it was directly
related to the history he lived in persecution of
his fellow Christians at that time..
with Nero attributed as a
so-called Anti-Christ
etc.. depending
on who one
asks of
course.. anyway..
Hope and Love is offered
in the Revelation of the Catholic
Church for a brighter future of a place
where the Golden Rule Shines bright..
and when the Southern Baptist Pastor
asked me what Freedom means.. i said
it’s simple.. being able to Love whomever
you want.. and that other person being allowed
to return that love in reciprocal fashion as Freedom
at core of what in means to be a Social Animal
named Human.. and sure basic rights
to life and liberty are a precursor
to the pursuit of happiness..
and some folks conflate
material items
with what
a Social
Animal desires
most and that is
the moving.. connecting
and creating ways of the human
touch of freedom to Love each
other.. FREELY.. it is what social
animals as created by God Nature
whole do to survive at basic level
of cooperation from day to day..
and even science shows that
the human connection
when successful
and freely allowed
is the most important
factor of what is associated
with Human Happiness at core..
so no.. it wasn’t just my opinion.. as
even the clunky 1 step to 5 step or more
Scientific Method backs me up too..
anyway.. that is one part of that
pie.. and when the pastor
said just wait in
a couple
of years
and see if you
will be able to do that..
and i said what.. do you think
something bad is gonna happen
where i will no longer be able to love
who i want to love.. and he said well they
are already putting Christians in prison.. and
sure if they broke the law they will go to jail as
that is how society works.. anyway.. i said
oh my Goodness please i hope you
don’t fear the future.. as
the Jesus was all
about Hope and Love..
if we spread fear and hate
that is Anti-Christ.. if we spread
Hope and Love that is the Christ
metaphor of Living according to the
Golden rule where 613 Torah Commandments
are reduced to one of Love your neighbor as
yourself.. and do not consume others
with harm.. and Love God of
all Nature the same..
and then he started
going on about how bad the
Muslim religion was and i said
true it is Anti-Christ at core.. no doubt
about that the way it is practiced as whole..
and i’ll get to the facts about that in a moment..
but i said by the same token the way the killing
verses in the Old Testament have been used
in ways of killing children of the opposing
tribes.. and raping like the Christians still
did in onward Soldier way with
the Indian Children
when they
conquered
the Americas taking
their right to Life.. Liberty
and the pursuit of happiness as
they danced almost naked and
free.. so-called savagely around
the campfires of night in
God’s Moonlit
Glory Free..
and of course
the verses in the Old
Testament that say don’t
rape a man but it’s okay to
rape the daughters slave or not..
no different than what the Koran
suggests in doing what you will
with what your right hand possesses
in the spoils of women from wars
as young as age of puberty
for little girls then..
so sure when
the blood flows
down there they
are the game
of the predator
to have for free..
and sadly that is the source
of continuing abuse of women
per justification in extremist
ways still now.. praying to so-called
Allah in praise while on top of a little
girl writhing in pain.. in front of other family
members too.. yes.. The Christian way is
much improved now finally after all
these years escaping old
testament ways.. and
i was a little flabbergasted
when the Southern Baptist pastor
said he didn’t think that was in his book..
but nah.. i have empathy as not everyone
reads 10 to 15 times faster than the average
human like i do.. so he gets a pass from me as
neither do most people write the equivalent of 4 bibles
in the Longest Long Form Poem.. in 33 months either..
let’s just say i have a certain advantage in orally
debating almost anything in the world
with anyone when it comes
to my ‘special interest’ of
God now.. including all the
related religions as such too..
and if there is anything i do not know
as far as historical facts.. oh Google is
just a few seconds away at clearing that up
of course.. and sure there are many
more verses in the bible in
old testament way
that support
rape than
the Koran..
here is 10 references
that slipped the pastors mind
at the time of our Fred talk..
http://www.evilbible.com/evil-bible-home-page/rape-in-the-bible/
“Judges 21:10-24
Numbers 31:7-18
Deuteronomy 20:10-14
Deuteronomy 22:28-29
Deuteronomy 22:23-24
2 Samuel 12:11-14
Deuteronomy 21:10-14
Judges 5:30
Exodus 21:7-11
Zechariah 14:1-2”
Thank God ‘the Bible’ describes
stuff now the way it was back
then in Old Testament way..
except of course within the
walls still on verses
paraphrased from
Leviticus on male
on male sex of course..
and secular laws have
put an end to noW thanks..
mostly at least.. Now
of what was done
then.. so what
about the Koran..
well.. we know all about
the state of affairs still of
women’s rights and all of that..
and my friend Rafiah pointed out
on her Facebook page that in the
Muslim Tradition that a male is only
supposed to hold his hand to his heart
when greeting a Muslim female who is
neither husband or family member as the
Muslim religion suggests that no woman
who is unmarried shall touch a woman in
any way other than close family
of course.. so what does this
mean as Nature says
from the get go that
the opposite sex will freely
engage with members far away
from immediate family as dictated
by the real God of Nature in instinctual
innate and intuitive.. yes.. touchy feely ways
that lead to bio-diversity instead of incest
and birth defects and the such as that
where incest is normally taboo..
unless the God of Nature
is thwarted by the culture
at hand that is selfish and
wants to subjugate others
through controls of sick illusory
fears.. well as assessed by the science
at hand in the limited ways the secret lives
of Muslim’s behind closed doors are expressed..
here is what the evidence suggests so far on that..
https://wikiislam.net/wiki/Muslim_Statistics_-_Children
“As girls in the Middle East are considered worth less than boys, it may be that their incestuous use during childhood is even more prevalent. One report found that four out of five Middle Eastern women recalled having been forced into fellatio between the ages of 3 and 6 by older brothers and other relatives.[12] A female Arab physician who recently conducted an extensive study of childhood seduction reported that “most female children are exposed to … incidents of sexual assault” during their early years by “the brother, the cousin, the paternal uncle, the maternal uncle, the grandfather or even the father. If not a family member, he may be the guardian or porter of the house, the teacher, the neighbor’s son, or any other man.” [13] The molestation, she says, begins with masturbation or fellatio and then proceeds to intercourse. “In most cases the girl surrenders and is afraid to complain to anyone, since, if there is any punishment to be meted out, it will always end up by being inflicted on her. It is she alone who loses her honor and virginity. The man never loses anything … ” The incidents are termed “frequent, but remain hidden, stored up in the secret recesses of the female child’s self, since she dare not tell anyone of what has happened to her … “[14]”
The fact of the matter.. yes.. as backed up about facts
associated with the increasingly real original definition
of lifting the Veil of Ignorance in the real original
way the Greeks described their term
Apocalypse THEN..
THE BIBLE AND THE
KURAN other than
the Golden
Rule of Jesus
doesn’t relate all that
well to THE REAL RULES
OF THE GOD OF NATURE WHEN
HUMANS LIVE IN BALANCE IN SMALL
GIVING.. SHARING.. TOUCHY FEELY
CLOSE TO NAKED DANCING GROUPS
OF LOVING BONOBO LIKE MATRIARCHAL
RULING GROUPS OF SOCIAL PRIMATES
NOW AND THEN.. they are books of order
to establish control of insanely larger and
larger groups of clothed and hidden
humans living together
more than the
150 to 200 sets
of eyes and naked
hips and breasts and
penises and all of that
they are evolved to still
currently live now as free..
in yes sharing and giving
ways.. where the best way
to keep the biodiversity going
on is let the daughters move on
to other friendly tribes where the
gene pool is riper for diversity
than the same recessive genes
for birth defects in first
cousin marriages
when your last
prophet or whomever
gets turned on by his
pre-puberty to puberty
cousin or whomever
is close
proximity
of pedophilia
sickness back then..
anyway.. the veil of ignorance
is finally getting lifted over here
and hopefully one day soon up to
four out of five Muslim children
will not be exposed to
fellatio and the
such.. cause
their God dam relatives
are so sexually repressed
and oppressed outside the home
in touchy feely ways that they cannot even
touch the opposite teenage sex member
in hand holding ways that eventually
leads to bio-diversity and
a God of nature
still evolving
way of life…
this is really sad..
beyond sad.. beyond
words and what ignorance
and psychopathic leaning individuals
who will have their way non-consensually
do still to the world today.. after centuries
of tHeir insanity being upheld by the
similar of they down the road
as real human insanity
spread further and
further..
Well.. as i told
the Southern Baptist
Pastor.. my friend.. there is
good reason to have the Christ
like Hope and Love and that is the
fact that GOD IS NATURE AND ONE
DOESN’T GET TO FOOL MOTHER NATURE
WITHOUT DUE CONSEQUENCE IN ACTION
OF WHAT WE DO AS THE WORK OF LIFE MY
FRIEND.. SPREAD HOPE AND LOVE AND LIVE
LIKE THE ROLE MODEL OF THE SO-CALLED JESUS
OR SPREAD FEAR AND HATE AND SUFFER THE
CONSEQUENCES FOR REAL NOW..
I TOLD HIM I HAVE HOPE
AND LOVE AS THE
GOD OF NATURE
IS THE ONLY ONE
IN CHARGE FOR
THE LONG TERM HERE..
and the United States still supports
this Life Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness
in Innately.. Instinctually and Intuitively Love whomever
you want but the truth is as even the Dali Lama said in ’97
that homosexual acts were against the Buddhist rule..
there is no Religion currently per the big
4.. including Buddhism.. as
suggested by the
Dali Lama.. Hinduism..
and all its restrictive castes..
Judaism/Christianity
as practiced overall
too.. or Islam
that follows
the GOLDEN
RULE OF GOD..
and the GOOD COP
JESUS TOO AWAY FROM
LIES OF THE KORAN
AND OLD
TESTAMENT
TOO.. FOR ILLUSORY
CONTROLS BASED ON
FEARS AND EMPTY PROMISES
WHERE THE BOTTOM LINE IS GOD OF
NATURE ACTION AND CONSEQUENCE LIVES
BY THE NATURE WE ARE EVOLVED AS NOW..
OR LIVE BY THE CONSEQUENCES AS HIGHLIGHTED
UP THERE IN THE WORST SUFFERING AND MISERY
THAT CAN COME TO HUMAN LIFE NOW.. and oh
yeah.. another one of the so-called Christian
Patriarchs i came in contact at the
‘party’.. said why should
Disney have to
put up signs
warning folks
there are gators at
the park where the child
got killed.. should i have to
warn someone there is gators
in my back yard.. HUMAN LIFE
HUMAN LIFE.. LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR
AS YOURSELF.. COMMON SENSE COMMON
SENSE.. SOMETIMES BEING CONSERVATIVE
AND PUTTING UP A DANGER SIGN IS WORTH
MORE IN TERMS OF A HUMAN LIFE THAN ALL THE
FUCKING MONEY DISNEY WILL EVER FUCKING MAKE
IN THEIR COST BENEFIT BUSINESS MODEL OF THE
RISK OF CAUTION VS THE RISK OF SAVING
JUST ONE HUMAN
LIFE..
yes.. there are good
reasons for being
conservative and
rules that are
posted all
around..
but only
when it comes
to alleviating potential
harm to God’s Nature ALL
AT HAND NOW.. SO PARTY
ON.. PARTY ON NAKED WHEN
ALLOWED BY LAW.. AND FUCKING
HOLD HANDS WITH THE OPPOSITE
SEX LIKE THE LIFE OF YOUR CHILDREN’S
MENTAL HEALTH DEPENDS ON THE FREE EXPRESSION
OF HUMAN SENSUALITY AND SEXUALITY AS THE UNITED
STATES.. STATES.. AND LOCAL LAW PROVIDES
TO SAVE OUR SELVES FROM OUR
SELVES AND
RELIGIONS
ANTIQUATED
AS SUCH FROM
PAST LIES NOW..
THANKS GOD FOR A SECULAR
WAY OF STATE THAT PROTECTS
US FROM THE UNGODLY RELIGIONS
AWAY FROM GOD’S NATURE IN US NOW..
IGNORANCE RAPES AND KILLS AND EVEN
PROMOTES INCEST AND SEXUAL ABUSE
OF CHILDREN NOW.. Love cures all
WHEN REAL FREE
GOD LOVE
AS EVOLVED
AS WE NOW.. FREE..
GOD BLESS AMERICA
BOTTOM
LINE FREED..
WE CAME HERE TO
ESCAPE A MONARCHY
AND WE DID IT THE
WRONG WAY
BY TAKING
THE AMERICAN
INDIAN’S FREEDOMS
AWAY.. THERE IS BLOOD
SHED.. RAPE.. AND SO MANY
OTHER SELFISH WAYS OF BLOOD
ON EVERYONE’S HANDS AT LEAST
IN SOME ANCESTRAL WAY.. BOTTOM
BOTTOM
LINE
THE
GOLDEN RULE RULES..
AND AMERICAN IS A PLACE
WHERE THAT THRIVES AND LIVES..
And the more i communicate with folks
around the world THE MORE I FUCKING
APPRECIATE LIVING HERE ALWAYS NOW..
AND WHENEVER WHEREVER I GO
AND I HEAR IGNORANCE
I USE MY FIRST
AMENDMENT
IN MOST
IMPORTANT
AMERICAN RIGHT
OF FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION
TO SHOOT DOWN THE VEIL OF
IGNORANCE WITH FEARLESS
WORDS THAT ARE
MY ONLY
SwORDS
OF TRuTH
AND LIgHT..
and for people
who are weaker
they can defend
themselves with the
second one too.. when
Life.. is at stake..
the precursor
of everything
else in Life..
and no.. i am not
going to turn the
other cheek for what
is gifted greatest to
God to me either.. my Life
my life.. AND MY FAMILY’S
LIFE AND THE LIFE OF ALL OTHERS
NoW iN ALL OF NATURE AS WELL NOW..
as reported JESUS WAS LIBERAL.. but nah..
not as liberal as me and others as
there IS Always
room to
improve
Human
FReEDoms
without harm
to others.. REAL..
And like John said
Jesus said too.. there
will be others who come to
do much greater works than he..
STILL EVOLVING THE BEST PART OF THE
NEW TESTAMENT STILL REAL NOW.. WHERE
THE LAST WILL ALWAYS BE FIRST IN THE
KINGDOM OF HEAVEN REAL NOW IN THE GOOD OLD
U
S OF A..
And if i sound
like i’m acting
a little tribal here..
of course i am.. as that
too is God Evolving Nature
as wE still now.. and why
separation of church and
state is necessary
to express that
diversity
with the
CAVEAT
OF NO HARM
AS PROTECTED
BY THE STATE SO
LIFE.. LIBERTY.. AND
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS
WILL WORK TOGETHER FREED..
and yesterday.. when the priest asked if
there was any birthdays to be celebrated in Church
i waited and wondered if any of the predominantly
military spread demographic there would say it first..
and as i figured i was the only one brave enough to step
out of the box and wish the United States a Happy
240th birthday.. then.. Liberal
and Liberty
IS A
way i go..
ALWAYS USING
THAT FIRST AMENDMENT
RIGHT OUT OF THE BOX NOW..
WE ALL CAN BE FRIENDS AS LONG AS
THERE IS NO HARM DONE TO EACH OTHER REAL..
conservative and cautious with rules
or Liberal naked God Free at core
as i do NoW..
FReED and
Legal and
TEnder1
too as
roughboy2orhEllboy3..;)
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This cat..
in a glAss
cAge or not..
can SinG a TUne
of Freedom too..:)
Ah.. more Facebook
generated year old
Macro Verse
Memories
associated with
FREEDOM AS IT
IS A REALLY BIG
DEAL TO ME..:)
Ah.. yes.. and one more
Freedom Monday..
memory from A
Family Celebration
of the Fourth of July
last year.. as we kinda
did that without fireworks
over the weekend.. and
this may be the closest
i get to fireworks today..
but the day is not done
yet on Fourth of July now..;)
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“And though the course may change sometimes,
Rivers always reach the sea.”
~~ Led Zeppelin, Ten Years Gone ~~
Well.. it’s Celebration
Day THaT 4th of July
Beginning of Summer
now close to Summer
Solstice June Day..
wHere spaRks
of Freedom
RinG the
AiR..
and tHERE
aren’t nearly
as many frOwns
on the faces of
Walmart goers
the Saturday
beFore.. and iF
only more folks would
ring just one truth that iS
same as Star Wars and the
Luke Force within that IS
A Kingdom of God within
sAMe.. funny how most all
churches miss the significance
of this one verse and do not expound
on the importance of Heaven now within
thee.. inside thee.. the Kingdom of God
as the temple of US one and sAMe
outside.. above.. so below
and all around..
yeah.. Luke 17:21
here aGaiN alWays
resurrected now
when BORN AGAIN..
remembered within.. wE NoW..:)
Luke 17:21King James Version (KJV)
“21 Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there!
for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”
“Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin’ through Kashmir.
Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear
Ohh.
When I’m on, when I’m on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I’m down…
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I’m down, so down
Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there
Let me take you there. Let me take you there..”
Once again..
Led Zeppelin
and LUKE
17:21 IS A
BacK
aGaiN…
We are God.. the Pilot
iS God of wE.. iN aLL
innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive way..
the gOlden
stream
is the
water of
Life.. and
the Bread
is the Food
that bRinGs uS
Here as alWays
aLive.. We tOuch..
wE FeeL.. WE LovinGly
cooperate in Golden Rule
way of BeinG or we Suffer
iN Misery aT the end and
begging day of that
hell in fear
and hate
Within.. inside..
outside.. above..
so below.. and all around
iN froWns of Walmart Aisles REAL
aWay from what can be ISREAL HOPEFUL LOVE..:)
When
Love
ISREAL
Love RULES..
when anything less
thaN fearless IT MOST
OFTEN SUCKS.. aH..
thE ISREAL LiFe
NEVER
SUCKS
AS IT RULES
FROM WITHIN..
AS LOVE MY FRiEND..
tHeRe iS no ISREAL HOPE
BELIEF AND OR FAITH WITHOUT
100% RED HOT ISREAL LOVE.. MY FRIEND..
aT lEast
for those
who are
jUST THaT
AND NO
THING
ELSE..
AS NOW
IN NOW
IS
RA
EL2NOW..
THeRe iS NOW onLY ONE
hUman perfection.. mY.. FriEnD..
THAT IS REAL AND THAT NOW MY
FRIEND IS 100% ISREAL HUMAN LOVE..
BUT NAH.. THE WATER IS NEVER ANYTHING
BUT HOT AS HELL AND NEVER EVER LUKE WARM..
oh yeah.. and definition of Love.. liGht alWays Positive iOn..
and sure
difficult
to alWayS
stay tHere
but possible
@leAst4NoWTruE..:)
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Happy July 4th from the smAll
individual home unit
family of 3.. Fred..
Katrina..
and Yellow
Boy.. SmiLinG
at ya.. here from
Catholic Church..
Yellow Boy would
be here too.. but he
was/iS at home sitting on
top of the Roman Catholic
Bible as Blessed by a Pope
of last Century iN LATiN given to
mY X-Catholic Priest Grandaddy
Leo.. for his legal counsel
services to the Vatican
way back when.. then..
and when Yellow Boy
sits on THAT so-
called Sacred
Form named the
Bible at home..
sometimes the
fundamentally
literally raised
Bible wife mY
Katrina gets..oh..
a little perturbed..
particularly when
i tale her.. Yellow
Boy is much more
sacred than that old
time eaten slowly
disintegrating
book of
way back
when as Yellow
Boy is no less God
than you and i ISREAL..
ALiVE AND THAT BOOK
iS MUCH MORE DEAD AS
WHOLE iN EYES OF GOD REAL..
NOW.. SO IN FACT IF YELLOW BOY
IS NOT GOD2 THERE IS NO GOD @ALL..
YEAH.. DOMINATE NATURE.. DOMINATE
GOD.. NO.. FAIL.. NO.. MEANS NO.. FAIL NOW..
and since Yellow Boy is not allowed noW iN Catholic
Church Temple that Temple is less Sacred than God2..1..:)
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Love iS
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GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
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KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
Yes.. Been to what they name
as Krul Lake and the Sweet Water
Trail aT Munson.. Florida.. so.. yeah.. of course..
wRite on course.. more Nature free verse photos
too.. coming in this 683th Macro Verse of the
Longest Long Form poem ever wRite
here on Facebook.. Word Press..
Several Blogger Blogs.. etc.. etc..
and in any case i Give and
share as that IS A what
A FreeST OF Bird
hUmans do when
feaThers fLY toGeTheR
as FriEnds oF sAMe more
than enemies of Difference ’till
so called Kingdom comes anYwHere
but the Heaven oF noW reAl.. i for one..
LiVe ISREAL.. WitH GoD onE
ALL oF NatUre alWays noW..:)
Well.. yeah.. tHere IS A SonG named
by Karen Carpenter.. something about
the Angels got together and decided
to create something Anew.. and
perhaps i’M not anointed
by God but i’D rather
have God Rain
Rainbows
of color on
and as mE more
than any special
gift from birth thaT
iS noT Earned bY
Power oF Fearless
WiLL iN LoVe NOW..
ISreAL.. aS REaL ISraEL..
As FREEST BIRD oF/As yes..
GOD onE NATURe noW onE…:)
Anyway.. not to change the subject too
much but Pakistan Facebook now 2 year
Dear Friend Rafiah.. who has communicated
most consistently with me most in my tenure
as an online human being who i very much
treasure and would love to meet one
day in flesh and blood just to give
her one tight hug for freely
Loving me so much
as a friend..
confirms that
when we meet it will
be hand over heart
instead of touchy
feely human
handshake
as the tradition
of her cultural way
oF liFe.. and she says
it this way as i quote her now..
“This is how we greet if we
ever meet inshaa Allah
#dreamingtoomuch ..;) ..:p..
So in return of i cannot
touch you but i am
still dreaming too
much of meeting
you with
smile and
stick one’s
tongue out
silly banter
emoticons..
i say..
SMiLes.. you Had a very tight
Hug coming but Yes.. I know
different now.. Better.. From my
God View.. No.. But i Am raised
to hug for Love and not sex.. In FAct..
i didn’t know what it even was in full
function until age 18.. And I am very
sad to hear a recent study that shows
in some Middle Eastern countries.. 4 out of
5 female children are sexually abused.. mostly
by close family members.. Nature rules my friend..
Behind closed doors tHeRe is no fooling the God of
Nature.. Public hugs can be safer than repressing
God given Nature to touch in friendly
affectionate connection.. But with
all that said.. i can Love
almost as much or more
with text than flesh and blood…
We humans do the best we can..
my friEnd.. Rafiah.. And when we
find ourselves in Rome or the
Literal Wrong Planet.. We adjust..
Yes.. God Willing.. In and as Us..
With Love iF wE find and use
that Gold iN A Practice oF LiFe iSREaL..
And on top of that my favorite pArt of
any woman’s physical being is her
eYes.. and trust mE.. iF we ever
meet as Loving friEnds
too.. i WiLL
see your
eYes and iF
onLy for A second..
i WiLL kNoW and FeeL
more about you than a hug
or words WiLL ever tale as
the Window to Allah iS ouR eYes as SoUl..
but sure.. when you see me i WiLL lower my
gaze as sure i can play by whatever the boy
and girl rules are of flavor where ever i go sTiLL noW..
Anyway.. i have always been very respectful to women..
and most always it was they who made the first
so called move toward me in almost
every way..
mY Friend..
and it seems..
many find that very
refreshing as i have
never been a predator
toward a woman’s gifts..
but on the other hand it
seems my eyes were interesting
enough where i didn’t have to.. as
always walk the other shoes before we judge..
and i will always be a giver more than a taker..
as i simply
have more to give..
and that my FriEnd
IS A greaTest blesSinG from
ALLAH REAL to GIVE MORE
THAN TAKE.. as sure.. i feel like
slapping some of these ‘little’
men upside the head.. the
way they talk about
women in bars
over here..
but perhaps they
don’t have enough to give..
and oh.. how sad that is not
to be filled up so much with
Love that there is only room to GiVE..:)
And i say here now.. yeah i’m somewhat
of an odd bird male as i was born an empath
and got it straight from my mother.. who is probably
one of the greatest empaths to walk the Earth.. yeah..
just like Wife Katrina too.. and surely FriEnD RAFiaH..
is the sAMe and wiLL make some hopefully nice young
Muslim man a best wife too.. as she is the marrying kind
of keeper like my mother and wife too.. as she proves
that to me as friend at least.. anyway.. i was always
the kinda guy that girls would/will hang around with
to be friends with as i was/am safe.. and no
dog male as they say.. not to demean
the animal of that term.. per se..
but anyway.. some folks
are human angels
as empaths and
others are actually
born demons as
with psychopathic nature
as well.. to none of their fault
and just a byproduct of the God
of Nature2.. and perhaps they get
a Role as a killer for the Military
or whatever role works as
socially acceptable
in culture.. as
yes.. a
stock Broker..
CEO.. or even
Surgeon to cut and
sew up hearts without
getting too emotionally
evolved with shaky hands
as it were and still is with either
scalpel or machine gun
as surgeon.. soldier
sAMe..
but only
real heroes
in super way as
such are both fearless
and empath sAMe that IS A
MiX of hUman who iS noT often
forgotten in the longest runs as Legend
of what human CAN ACHIEVE in cooperative
change toGeTher to change the F iN World Better..:)
Ah.. ‘echoist’
vs.. narcissist..
echo of people
pleaser vs
narcissist
of self pleaser..
as long as social role
is filled to fill up
an empty whole as Ocean
that cannot easily feel..
as truly most serious personality
disorders are associated with a
lack of feeling and giving in
human empath or
not ways..
of Loving
Just Loving
noW as REAL..
Oh.. Emotions.. you flow
as rivers oF Y i.. paths streaM
branches of those EmoTioNs aS OceAn
so nuanced and free of patriarchal
ways of repression.. oppression.. of what
can be.. oh.. so real.. aWay from cOld
eYes that kNow no.. UniVerse wHoLE
beyond of Object to usE
iNstead of FeeLinG
GiVinG ShArinG
wiThin.. aS REAL
LOVE NOW.. INSIDE
OUTSIDE.. ABOVE SO
BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND
NOW.. TrUe.. To Be.. Voices oF
EmoTioNs carry so much further
in HUman way as Voice oF wE
ToGeThER iN HuManKind
say.. as always the heArt stARts
at home iN SpiRiT eXpreSsinG way
of EmoTions Strong or Weak to spread
from ages 0 to 3 or not.. as cOld.. can be.. iN
Terminator Refrigerator ParentS gRowN.. EmoTioNs way
to die as life in stagnant pools
of Electric Dreams
of Devices with
little to no tool..
of hUman iMAginATiON
iN MoVinG.. ConnECtinG.. CreAtinG
ReAL.. anyWay i AM reminded oF the
old no creativity days oF yesteryears..
aS Wife Katrina’s Samsung Galaxy 5
got all filled up.. so filled up
it would not synch..
not a problem with
iPhones of course as thAT
is all automatic.. but after
a few hours.. got it all straightened
out in mechanical cognition ways of new
Google search fix it and do it yourself..
if one can navigate the fray.. so i say..
now.. the memory this brOught waS
iN years of dead zone beta
wave mind of problem
solving human being..
so far ouT oF mind
and boDy Balance iN
school.. in MoVinG
ConnEcTinG CreaTinG
much GreaTer state
of alpha to theta
waves in focusing
and remembering
short term WoRkinG
Memory aLL ToGeTheR
as cognitive executive
reaLiTy FuncTioNing WeLL
then thaT i checked out a
Book aT University Library
stiLL card catalog in hard
back way of read named
CREATIVITY.. A HOW to BOOK
then.. INSTRUCTION MANUAL
ON HOW TO DO CREATIVITY
AND CHECKED IT OUT MAYBE
TWENTY TIMES more BUT NEVER GAINED
ENOUGH FOCUS TO EVEN GET PAST
PAGE 10 OF PRINTED WAYS THEN..
iN fAct.. Decades sAMe
as BEinG this way iN
analytical only miNd
of human reasoning..
sure.. A best way to move..
connect.. and creatE.. is LeaVinG
thAT pARt of Mind Far enough behind
to reMain trUe to SpiRit oF HeARt
iN EmoTioNs true as MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL noW..
So interesting that
the magic of liFe is tRUly
not inspired by this way of
problem solving.. iT comes much
deeper when the riches and reserves of
our so-called sub-concious mind.. reacHinG
now to the surface of what wE come to do creatively..
iN moVinG ConnEcTinG waY noW so aLivE in Alpha..
to Theta waves Mind and BoDY peaceful ways
oF BalanCinG as arT and GoD sAMe.. wE..
Co-Creator oNE.. and even
more interesting perhaps thAT
a science of creativity and even
pre-cognition ways of REAL PSYCHIC
BeinG iS contingent on how far aWay
WE caN geT from Mechanical Problem
Solving ways of thiNking.. MoVinG
and ConNecTinG to oTheRs too..
wHere the little actual
science that proves
Pre-Cognition IS A
largely untapped hUman
poTential.. as put a mix of
sexual images in cards to pick from
and iT liGhts uP the Creative SpiRtual
way of BeinG and precognition literAlly
and figuratively in hips and breasts and
oThEr boDy pArts iN and ouT thAT do noT LiE
A Problem SolVinG waY of DeatH iN liFE of
whAT can bE hUman PoTenTiAL so much
hiGher as Free iNside.. outsiDe..
aBove so beLoW and aLL a’Round..
and i suppose iT takes the
dARk at TiMes eXposed
too.. aWay from
mechanical
cognition
in spooky spooky
and sometimes even real
evil ways of being.. beyond
the epileptic seizures my wife
has that are medically associated
and not deeper rooted in Personality lost..
in FeeLinG ConnEcTinG liGht that can go
DarK in Human potential way
as scarey as scarey
can be.. then/now..
to get the notice
of Doctors like Psychiatrists
too.. to see that human potential
in both liGht and dARk caN go places
no one guessed it could go bEfore they
witness both liGht and dARk miracles
of human potential and all thE
Tween of that now..
Interesting link
here on the
dARk side..
and sure iT
exists too in the
depths of all the dARk
pArts of a human soUL reAl
inside.. as some folks name
Real Demonic Possession.. wHere
no medical intervention WiLL work
but the so-called white magic of
what the subject may believe
WiLL cure as
ex·or·cism2..
anyway.. i suppose
iF Rain man can solve
amazing mathematical problems
that Rain man never learned in
school.. there is some way a person
can speak Latin without school too..
deeper than science kNows now of course
in eXplainIng REaL hUman Miracles noW..
perHaps Levitation too.. but i’LL
believe that when i actually
see it.. in smARt phOne
way of Evidence uP
close and personal
REAL.. AS LORD KNOWS
FOLKS IN INDIA HAVE BEEN
FAKING THAT FOR OVER A CENTURY
TO GAIN ATTENTION FOR GURU MAKING
A LIVING STILL BACK THEN AND NOW..
https://www.washingtonpost.com/posteverything/wp/2016/07/01/as-a-psychiatrist-i-diagnose-mental-illness-and-sometimes-demonic-possession/
ANYWAY.. for
some folks sTiLL..
they have to see the
Devil up close and personal
as metaphor beFore they can
see God real and personal2..
so i’ll share the metaphor
of dEvil too.. as sure i’Ve
been tHeRe too.. and sure..
the deViL can Strengthen
uP one’s God
SpiNe
TRuE
iN liGht
aWay from
dARk no longer
iN FeaR of dARk
or cYnical oF liGht
wHen oNe Understands
they both liVe as
potenTial iN juSt
US and GoD toGeTHEr
aS oNe
FoRcE
noW iSReaL..:)
Well.. it’s kinda hard to see..
but T-shirt of the day says..
Live Every Day Like
You’re bAtman..
and as soon
aS i finisH thiS
TarGet Kick-bALL..
gAme thE pLay cLock
WiLL REsuMe iN tiMe..;)
Does anybody kNow what
tiMe iT iS.. Does anyone
reAlly care.. WeLL.. mY
Irish X-Catholic Priest
Grandaddy’s family from
the Black Forest sure did..
as they were a family who
made world renown finELy deSignEd
watches and sold diamonds as weLL..
and did we see any profits from thaT Family
Business or from the Rainsford Irish side..
who sold the building that houses the
original Guiness Beer operation..
HeLL.. no.. staRt from
scratch.. no inheritances
from Ireland or Germany
for we United States..
relatives over here..
or over tHere from
what i hear from
the kinfolks
sTiLL
providing uS..
wITh aLL thiS TIMeLY
FAMILY HISTORY
AND JUST DOING
STUFF OF LIFE
WAY OVER THERE
FROM WAY BACK WHEN..
anyWay.. my head says 9..
my left leg says 11..
and my right leg
says ‘tween
32 and 33
iF ya reAlly
wanna kNow..
mY TiMe TALinG noW..;)
“People seem not to see that their opinion of the world
is also a confession of character.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
WeLL.. i’ve seen ‘this’ before in others
and lEarned iT iN mE sAme..
LiFe is viewed through
sHades
we wear..
or colors
that have no hues
oF liMiT.. amaZinG iT
iS aS oNE pErSoN views
a saME woRld as different
iN HeLL.. and the oThEr
LiVes Nirvana aLways
noW.. Animal
Homeostasis
IS A WaY of
tHe AniMaL KinGdom..
mostLy.. except for hUman
BeinGs wHo contrive either
Heaven or Hell and all the ‘tween
of Purgatory noW oR tHEn buT
alWays noW when it goes
down or up.. as sure…
ReAliTy iS oNly
as Relative
as onE’s
Free WiLL iN
MiND and Body
BalAnCinG WiLL tale
or the other place of disorder
from even lowest level of so-called
Maslow’s levels.. in poTenTiaL Pyramid
way uP to SelF ActuAlization WiTh even
Further aS NatuRe oNE NoW ALL ToGeThER NoW..:)
WeLL.. mY FRiEnd Lala
Rukh.. the 6th has arrived
once aGaiN noW oN tHiS
July day.. actually tHeRe iS
8 more minutes lEft.. in the
states here.. and thAT means
i have 8 minutes left to bRinG
this somewhat short comment
to an end at 12:01 am..
yes precisely on the
first minute
after the
5th..
hmm.. so
what to say kNow..
as yoU liKely noW knoW..
writEr’s bLock iS noT a word
that has existed in mY vocabulary
since November Thanksgiving day
oF 2010.. when ALL A these words
seT iN for 11 million noW approaching
12 million to CoME.. sooN as WeLL..
in Free Flow iN ZonE pasSiOn..
people are funny you kNoW
and or FeeL they reAlly
are.. soMe folks are
able to carry
through any
fire of LiFe and
otHeRS crumble
and waste aWay BeeN
to BoTh Places and sides
iN one liFE Dear.. so sure..
i can do this for 2 decades heRE
and sTilLL haVe hope for yOuR continued
Creativity to arise bacK uP.. as it took mE
four decades to geT mINe BaCK and 66
months to even become anything more
than an empty DEviL hUman
then.. as less than
hUmanity
poTenTiaL reAL..
anyWay mY FriEnd..
i sTiLL remember you saying
time and time aGain.. that we disappear
and no one remembers us or gives us the
time of day Again.. and sure i can say that was
more than true one period of my life.. but as LonG
as i remember otHeRs iN GloRy BouNd waY noW..
i AlWays LoVe moRe iN GiVinG.. and no one can
take away what i Give mY FriEnd.. as iT is AlWays
a Gift that has no return address that requires
any payment whatsoever.. as Love…
fully practiced never ever
gives up oN
anyOther
mY FriEnd..
So God Bless
yoU noW iN whatever
or wHeREver yoU are
DoinG iN liFe.. the only
thing that lasts for ever
noW iN this LiFe
my FriEnd
iS the
FriEnd
who
refuses
to
END..
an individual
endeavor aT noWs..
but never the less
a giving
oNE
REAL..
And i love you.
iT never costs
anything to say thAt
When iT is TruE.. mY FriEnd..:)
Facebook
Friend.. Rafiah..
from Pakistan says..
And now when I have woken up,
Eid Mubarak guys..
with cool
shades
emoticon
on..
As part of a
Facebook
Status..
And i say
in return..
Happy Eid
Mubarak..
Rafiah..
As i
Bow too
iN God iN
You and no
i did not have
To Google that
To know it means the
Day after
Ramazan
Finishes..:)
And then i happily
skip on over to Facebook
Friend John and co-worker
over a spread
of decades
at Federal
work and
at once A
fellow Choir
Member of the
older Catholic
Church in
much smaller
building way
in the 80’s.. here
iN noW New Jerusalem
Town oF miLTon.. Florida
in the sAMe New poTEntial
of trUlY ISrAEL nEw U.S.A..
iN FloWeRed saY of Saint
Rose county at mile
marker 33.. and
county tag
identifier
in size
of county
at 33… in Saint
Rose Church.. iN yes..
the State oF FloWers
suNShIne WhOle
named
Santa Rosa
County.. Saint
Rose of Lima
Catholic Church
same as metaphors
do go on iN Synchronicity
God’s laNguage free with
no limits or boundaries
of material reductionist
science one step two
step five and
more clunky
ways iN
BlInd ways
to God’s Much
Greater TRUE MAGIC
POTENTIAL IN ALL THAT IS
REAL and never seen or fElt
by most with eYes and ears
who do not yet see A
Fuller potential
of what God can
bE and iS of
Course as wE..
Anyway.. John shares a Facebook
Status and a SonG in reference to
all the world events of killing in terrorist
ISIL Extremist ways.. and political associated
events that bRing Distress to he and his frieNds
as Well.. and then in reply i say to John.. then and now..
That SonG..
Be Not Afraid..
Best advice..
As Jesus
Never walks
As Fear
Or Hate..
At lEast
The Jesus
i for one
FeeL..
The Jesuits..
in General..
Have authored
Some Great Songs..
Per Catholic
Whole..
Church..
And of course
The next Jesus
Step is to aLWays
Walk as Hope and
Love In Courage
And Kind
When one
Passes
Through
The First
Step to Love..:)
Anyway
John..
BRings
Back memories
Too.. Of your
Very Loud
Passionate
Voice and Trumpet at Church
In Choir.. The first time After i went
Nuts and came Back to Church..
in the Early 80’s and you told me i looked
Athletic at the first ’82 Fall Festival.. Funny
How History..
Repeats
Itself..
Nothing
Luke
Warm
About
You2..;)
And now i say..
per the photographed
Gospel words of the
Catholic Church that
were shared in my
last Macro
Verse of
Longest
Long
Form
Poem
Ever written
by anyone
group
or sole..
souLnoW..
That Jesus and his friends
were pretty cool homeless dudes
who carried no money.. no bags..
nor even shoes along a trip to stranger’s
homes who they saw as friends who would
reward the labor of sharing the Good News
that Heaven is at hand NOW.. AND WELCOME
please share this Heaven with uS noW.. sure the
entitlement was the Love of Human.. the Love of
Giving and sharing freely in abundance of this
liFe’s gifts.. with no expectation of any
true reward but fearless Love to
give and share in this
Heaven now..
that is this
great Earth
of Garden of Eden
that God provides of
Nature free for those who
in fertile ways of soUL Give
and Share all they have to
others freely ’cause that
iS what Humanity
FREE in REAL ISREAL
ISraEL WiLL Do
when LiVinG
iN Abundance
of God’s Love
oF Nature
gifted
to uS
FOR REAL..
WHEN WE HAVE
THIS FREE GIFT OF LOVE
TO GIVE AND SHARE IN
ALL WAYS LOVE NOW..
yeah.. those humans
who are too selfish
to give and share
freely as they are empty
of FILLING LOVE THAT IS
THE EMPATHY THAT GIVES
AND SHARES FREELY WITH NEVER
ANY NEED OF RETURN OF WHAT IS
GIVEN AND SHARED FREELY TO ALL
WHO seek a crust of bread and
drink of water to live..
that garden of Love
is never watered
in some children..
by school age peers..
work related duties..
and school age
mechanical
cognition
ways
that take
us away from
what HUMANITY
EVEN IS AS MOVING..
CONNECTING.. CREATING
BEINGS IN GIVING AND SHARING
WAYS of HeARt oF EmoTiOns.. Fully
ExpreSsinG SpiRit as such iN a mInd
and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL iN NoW..
iN what trUly CAN AND WiLL bE
the Heaven of Now that the
never Luke warm
Luke spoke
of in Verse
17:21 of that gospel
that still lives as Good
News in Both New Testament
way and the heARts of Gentile..
Jew.. Servant.. or Free.. woman
or man no more ALL WITH NO
EXCLUSIONS AMONG ANYONE
ANYWHERE ON THE FACE OF THIS
EARTH OF ALL OF GOD’S CREATION NOW
AS NATURE
SAME..
SO SURE..
psychopathic
leaning human
beings still reign
a rein of selfish when
given the opportunity..
and that fear and hate continues
to spread.. in ways of Unjustified wars
like Iraq that in response to 3000 plus
terrorist inspired killings of fear and
hate.. lead to over 100,000 United
States Sponsored Killings of
human beings
who are no
less unjustified
for killing for state
of power and status
to rebuild a country that
will be torn down for profit
of those in power with
perks that
smell
of blood
and flesh..
So those same kind
of folks have taken advantage
of a country torn down named Iraq
and a country next to that one named
Syria.. and the vicious cycle of Vengeance
of hate and fear.. and selfish power and status
grabs.. in the name of good and what religions
could otherwise stand for as Hope and Love
over fear and hate.. kill in the name
of their God in an especially
inspiring way of what
they name
as Ramadan
Month no different
really than what Christian
Catholics call of Lent
in sacrifice of
what they
like to worship
the God they fear..
over Love in fearless
way.. as Hope.. anyway
that isn’t the Jesus God that
is the same God of fear and
hate that the Old Testament
and Kuran sadly
still promotes
when taken
literally
as written
as such..
in fundamentalist
way and no different
than the Movie.. the Book
oF Eli.. with Denzel Washington
or the Minions movies that metaphor
clearly in liGht of DArk ways that there
are scaredy cat human beings who will
follow any evil ideology if that means they
get a social role out of it.. no matter how
dark the binding force over liGht
can be on the way
to living then
or now
same..
but then there are
those real Jesus folks..
you’ll see ’em on the side
of a road.. with a hand extended
for help.. and most always they will
share some Jesus words.. no different
than the Apostles of old wandering towns..
barefoot with no luggage of substance
expecting the goodness of human
WiLL provide a hand-out to
help for Food and
Drink to share
the Good News
of Love iN Giving
sharing way of what
humanity innately iS
Before the storing of grain
and Agriculture of greed becomes
the fall of human away from sharing
Forager ways of Living Free with God
oF Nature WHOLE.. NO DIFFERENT
than the American Indian way..
trUly beFore the real
anti-Christ so-called
Christians took that
balance of Nature away
from those God People of Nature
Living with respect of ALL of God
Nature true as they too.. iN Fearless
Love of ALL of creation GREAT SPIRIT ONE..
WHOLE WITH NO SEPARATION OF FEAR AND HATE..
AS THE WOLF YOU FEED IS THE WOLF YOU ARE IN
EITHER FEAR AND HATE OR LOVE AND HOPE.. anyWay..
..yeah.. when i was 21.. after navigating the insanity of modern
culture in straight A.. ways of being in mechanical
cognition of school away from Social Cognition
Empathic Human God ways of being
Free Forager whole..
and i worked as
Janitor alone at nights
and what ever social activities
in clubs in high school.. went away
in the commute to college to build
a computer brain higher and higher
away from Love.. one day i woke up
so cOld in SpiRit and heARt of SoUL..
and God woke uP in me of Nature wHole..
and said enough of this insanity now.. no matter
if you ever make a cent of what they name as THIS
God in this country now.. So i Left school.. i left work
i traveled to the beach.. took my shoes off.. my shirt
off and walked the beach in shorts.. from A middle of that
day to late at night.. and i kNew then for sure THAT ALL i NEEDED
WAS MOVING CONNECTING AND CREATING.. GIVING SHARING
WHOLE.. i FOUND GOD AS i one and sAME wHole iN a Heaven
oF Now that the Catholic Church never really highlighted
per Luke 17:21 red hot now thaT i had paId
attention to at lEast beForE in the
Church of mumbling priests..
with no emoTions
expPreSsinG thE
Real poTential
SpiRit oF Human
HeARt as mINd
and boDy BaLanCiinG
soUl.. sure.. call it Bi-polar..
the manic swing in Heaven
now.. a Vision quest by my
ancestors saMe in Sioux Ghost
DancE And Cherokee SpiRit Wolf
ways.. iT was the Human Archetype
of the Good Cop Jesus come back
aliVe as i.. no less or greater
than anyone else
who escapes
the insanity
that is human
so-called modern
advanced western
civilizations now as once
again.. i too.. AM An indigenous
Indian person of God who rises
from the Ashes of Lies propagated
by those who KnoW God any less
and FeeL God as toTaLLy naked
born in this world..
Child oF God..
wHere yes.. the
Kingdom of God lives..
within.. as Gifted.. all innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively sTiLL..
call me the village idiot who dances
this SonG both clothed and naked Free
in all the passion Luke Hot that God sTiLL
gives to mE free.. hOld my hand or brush it away..
hug me with Love.. or fear my nakedness whole..
iT is God Fearless as Love who LivES as mE
and unTiL my dYinG
dAy i WiLL liVE
a REAL
ISraEL
Free ISREAL ME
WITH GOD NEVER
EVER A SEPARATION
OF STREAMS OF RIVER
PATHS BRANCH OF OCEAN
WHOLE i as eYes oF GoDiSReAL..
‘GoD iSrEAL ISraEL’
And that mY FriEnds
WiLL be the title
of this
683rd
Macro
Verse Now..
Wave of particles
iN MicroVerses as
thIS hEar.. Ocean
of wHole FiEld oF
DreAM from River
i.. in affect
and effect oF
FEARLESS LOVE NOW..
iN hope and kind of CouRage
LUKE
HOT NOW..
Yeah.. i remember that
first go around in ’81 when
the Patriachs no less than
than ‘The Big Lewbowski’ scene
when Jeff Bridges is obviously
plaYinG a real role too as
just another modern
day Jesus
Village
idiot
or town
bum hobo true..
and the Old Testament
God sitting on his throne
says Jesus get a job..
you Lazy bum don’t
you know your Mama
Mary won’t be here forever
to support your ass.. don’t you
know the bums lost you fool.. noW..
Hehe.. i dance all over town after win of
collecting yOur patriarchal bucks i never
needed to spend.. as i kept that Love whole
of that first go around nuts iN heArt oF Y i SoUl..
and now finAlly BoDy And BaLanCinG
wHole and Self
actualized SoUL..
i AM no longer just
a Love Filled Twenty-One
year old man.. i AM noW a
LioN Strong Real and Fearless
sAMe.. And you can’t FucKinG
Stop a TRain of Love noW thaT
IS A i on the railroad tracks
of Global web
sPan of
Nature
extended noW..
sure tHere was no
mass media back in
the old days of Jesus’ back
then.. but now we bums.. who have
Poet hands.. and Dancing Feet
iN SonG oF God’s LoVe and
HopE FReED.. WiLL never
lose a mesSage
of the ages..
no matter flesh
and blood.. crucifixion..
at the stake burning.. or
hanging now.. as the meSsaGe
thE TRUE IN LIGHT MESSAGE OF
JESUS LIVES ONLINE FOR A THOUsAND
YEARS AND MORE.. as servers cannot be
beat by nails
of Hate
and Fear..
and Jesus F. iN Christ..
Apollo and Pan had iT correct
in the first place.. DanCinG and
SinGinG Naked Free beats swords
of Hate and fear in ‘Love and Hope ISREAL’
AND YEAH.. i JUST CHANGED THE
TITLE WITH
WiNKS
AND
SMiLeS OF LOVE MoRE..
iN A REAL GOOD COP JESUS
NOW OF HOPE isRAel.. REAL..:)
AND yes.. you.. yeah
the Father of that 16 year
old Italian Girl i went to
her prom with back in ’81
before i escaped the insanity
of culture then.. who said we
were hoping you would get your
shit together to date my daughter
then.. but hell.. she was the
one who asked me to the
prom.. anyway..
(to make
her boy
friend
jealous and
eventual
husband
jealous2)..
and when i showed
you that sketch of a
positive ion in physics
of human metaphor setting
human free in Hope and
Love now.. you said
nah that will never
be enough to MAKE
‘them believe’ iN
God and sure it’s true
as history shows time and
time again.. the real God
is not one who demands anything
from us but to Love ourselves and
others Nature same freely to live
in Heaven now Nature same as gifted
to us innately..instinctually and
all intuitively when set free from
the fear and hate of collecting
and storing jealous greedy
grains.. with fear
and hate of
sharing..
giving free..
as any bums who
Love God REAL TOGETHER
FREE WILL DO TO SURVIVE
TOGETHER AS THEY ALWAYS
WILL WHEN TRULY NAKED
IN GOD’S EyeS..
wE FReED noW..
so sure that sketch
of a positive iOn
of a smAll
visual metaphor
of representation
of the true power
of human hope and
love in kind and
courage no different
than a ray of Sun that
warms uS truE to Live
as LiGht Real no less
than Human EmoTiOns
rays of SuN
we Are
sTArs and
Galaxy mini-me’s
of God sAME.. iN
Free Verse Long Form
PoEm heAr iS Art oF mY
heARt and SonG of My
SoUl come toGether
in a lifEtime
sketch
REAL CLOSinG
Opening now Free
toward 4 MiLLioN
word personal
bible
noW
ReAL FReED..
Love and
Hope wins
Bottom
Line..
in CouRAGE
Luke hoT
oF KiNd
hUwOmaniTy NOW..:)
“Believe nothing,
no matter where you read it, or who said it–
even if I have said it–
unless it agrees with your own reason
and your own common sense.”
~~ The Buddha ~~
Well.. ain’t that the
tRuTh/liGht and onLY iF
tHat were the preface
of every sage.. guru..
pastor and
priest
same
as sAges
of ages different..
okay.. i’LL go back
uP and read the rest..
but trUly.. mY fRiend i need
KnOW nothing but that piece
oF greaTest advice now.. juSt now..;)
Yeah.. as i add Norah
Jones and i don’t know
why.. FeeLinG iT aLL
noW then STiLL
noW on
a Barefoot
Beach of Love
ONE ForeverMoReNoW..
but don’t believe iT.. heHe..
until you try iT true for you too..;)
“There is no point in waiting.
The train stopped running years ago.
All the schedules, the brochures,
The bright-colored posters full of lies,
Promise rides to a distant country
That no longer exists.
~~ Linux Songs Poems no. 570 ~~”
Man.. i wish i could remember the name
of the movie.. but this reminds me of
the one about the artificial intelligence
robot of human being that waits
for ever with a Virgin
Mary Statue
at the bottom
of an ocean
with no need
to breathe
air.. then..
as of course
Robots can do that
forever as long as tHeir
battery works free sealed
at the bottom of the ocean
never even needing to swim
up top to escape to another
day of existence different
than the one before..
Anyway.. so the
Robot
young
Boy then now..
stays at hand
with Statue of
same Virgin Mary
waiting for Jesus to
come back as programmed
and the little boy is still waiting
there as girl as well in flesh and
blood churches all over the world
still today.. Meanwhile Norah
and others live aS Barefoot
Heaven on/iN/as beaches
free.. wHere the
path of new
continues
to Branch
and tHeir
IS A alWays
AneW greater
SonG to SinG than
the one beFore noW..
wherever NoW was bEfore
then.. imagine human beings in
the realm of Infinity eventually coming
back and never finding heaven now as
they listened to the programming of someone
else.. and never seek.. or find that common sense
barefoot beach of heaven Free as Kingdom of so-called
God now.. no different than Sea Gull.. Sea Turtle.. or even
Sea oats that brave storms of wind.. only humans are saddled
with a virus of culture that take us away from An Inheritance
Free.. but of course i don’t expect anyone to believe that
unless they free
themselves
from the
dARkeSt
Ocean Brain
Wash from the rulers
STiLL of Aeons of Minions
who refuse to come to surface
OF Ocean wHOle.. does it matter
i can’t remember the name of that
movie.. no.. not reALLy as iT
oNly
LiVes
fuLL noW
InFinity ever
more Free or
prisoner of written
words.. collective so-called
human Standard IQ and a plate
of that all served up from prison
birth away from
Nature
real
in foot prints
only as We in
LiFe’s a Beach
and never same
day as Bitch ever
aGaIN for at least
most nowS Real ISREAL..:)
And smiles.. my friend.. Vengeance
never solves anything but a selfish soul..
and just a thought iF infinity is real there
is no stopping the potential of coming back
as a grasshopper and being stepped on
for a thousand times if that
is the way
the negative
energy flows..
at least that thought
for REAL IS WHAT TOOK
me away from the same thoughts
you express up there that thank
God never came to fruition
for me.. not uncommon..
only real
fools
take
action
on Vengeance..
anyway.. glad i’m not
hearing those words from
you current anymore.. but
it is of concern that they come
back more when you are down..
no personal judgement here.. as
i’VE been tHeRe beFore.. but remember
a Grasshopper may have more lives than just
one.. or perhaps a grain of sand.. or dust or
just energy
sAMe.. NoW..
wE are all in this
gAMe ToGeTHer
and tHere is aLways
room for change
for the
better
thAt much
i know as tRue..
but perhaps i AM
juSt a grasshopper
and none of this ISREAL..
anyway.. like the Buddha says..
don’t take my word for it.. until
you too.. have lived a life of
a grasshopper who
has been squashed
by life dead in life
for 66 months long..
Karma is real.. DEADLY
REAL AS LIFE iN noW
or
LifE as
LiFE as
only Victory
over Vengeance can BRinG
in fearless unconditional Love
as Kind and Courage sAMe..:)
And finally.. i’LL end/stARt with this..
“The miracle is not to walk on water.
The miracle is to walk on the green earth
in the present moment,
to appreciate the peace and beauty
that are available now.”
~~ Thich Nhat Hanh ~~
Neither of those impress me..
i find the miracle of life is moon
dance walking in deep sands of
beach with athletic shoes on
floating with the wings
of seagulls same
as patterns of Golden
Spiral shores no different
then the patterns of these
words in form of symbol here..
my Friend.. or perhaps the first
time i tried moon dance walking backwards
underwater as feet become one with sands
under water shores.. and the wife video taped iT..
but it was only my first try.. perhaps i’LL share it
later when the moves twirl underwater above
as same like any ballet artist without lessons
WiLL do when unleashed and released from
expectations bEfore.. yeah baby.. hell
no Jesus didn’t walk on water..
but providing the reality
that folks would
do more..
whoever said
that is the same reaLiTy
of the Buddha who said don’t
take my word for it that this is the
last word either for what you find as
True and liGht noW.. True iS that no two
human beings are different and no two human
beings are same.. all are multi-Universe mini
me’s of God whOle one beYond what is seen
and feLt of beYond Universe InfiniTy FREe..
but don’t believe me my friend until
you try iT first..
i would walk
on water too..
but someone would
accuse me of being a
copy
cat2.. oh
the irony oh
the sweet irony
of TrUth and liGht
in Victory way now..
totally ignoring the Vengeance
mind set that rules this world now..
Come away.. with me friend.. the water is great..
and when one becomes the Beach.. the God.. the water
one all Balanced iN ONE.. the beach can drive
in a car oN a desert and sTiLL bE Beach ONE..
yeah.. my wife doesn’t understand why i’m
so happy when she curses the green
liGht turned red.. and i say
what in the hell are you in
a rush for babe..
don’t you know
this is heaven now..
problem is unless one
FeeLs it.. It never existed
@
ALL..
words are
nothing without
the substance of
FeeLinG and SeNsinG
that WiLL alWays beat
only words written as
so-called collective
intelligence
aka
smARt
beLow
common sense..
and FeeLInG aLL oNE
caN as beach over bitch now..
i can only Hope i pReach to the choir.. mY FRiEnD..:)
Hi Himali.. just stopped
by to say i Love you
Sister FriEnd.. juSt
’cause i can
With
smiLes
of OnliNe
wRiTE oN course..
anyway.. whenever
i see your name it
makes me sMiLe..
so thanks for BRinGinG
the Himali name my way..:)
Okay.. i heard the SonG next
in my head.. and wanted to make
sure it was Sister Friendly appropriate
to add to this poem.. and iT FeeLs Good
and i WiLL FeeL what comes neXt of this noW..:)
Hmm.. maybe i am done with dVerse.. as just floating
around iN Space iS kinda cool.. well i did the Wrong
Planet for around three years.. in full time spent there
and have done dVerse for three years running so that’s
six years of learning the science and art of communication
from others.. anyway.. as the wind flows i will blow as
water swimming
me same..
and sometimes
a Loving sMILe of
a sister friend iS enough
to MusE the Love hiGher and
Higher oF Y i.. and yes.. Love IS A
ultimate way for any Art of muse when
iT is trUe and liGht Love WiLL carry uS
as through wE higher and higher
than ever beFore
iN Fearless Love..
they say to only Love
one woman in anyway after
you’ve loved a family same from
Grandpa.. to Grand ma.. to sister
and cousin same is kinda confusing
to me.. as Love is Love is Love is Love
to me.. and sure there is sex.. but do married
people really do that much after 30.. 40.. 50
or 60 years more when they are holding hands
in A park.. and shedding tears at the graves of
Loved ones lost.. nah.. it ain’t the sex
ya remember it is the friend
of Wife or Husband
that iS real
and lasts
forever in one’s
eyes and ears of voice
So True oF liGht so real iN
Love.. except for those who are
never gifted with love at all and
perhaps they own women for cattle
to put their private parts in and out
to make a child or perhaps a
male baseball team if
that is what
they choose
to own as inheritance
for all their material goods..
but i for one believe that one
who loves the most no matter
who the who they are is the one
Who lives the most of NOW
as God child
Free as Lord
knows the Gift
of Human Love iS
the greatest gift oF aLL
when shared innocently
and freely with no care of
fear for Loving More.. anyway..
the dude Jesus said that heaven
is now.. and even said there will
be no marriages in heaven at all..
no we never own anyone.. we only
give/share love when it is free without
any legal
papers
to make
iT ISREAL
a Land oF FREE..
and fortunately for
me the wife agrees
with me too.. and never
gets jealous of the Love mE
alWays spReading that ISraEL
no different that ray of human
sunliGht shining bRight as ONly
Human Love can do greater than
Sun or Moon in only skies above..:)
Anyway.. so back up to the top
message.. sweet friend
Himali responds back
to tell me
her dreams
of making
the American
Dream real are coming
true as her company
is transferring her to
an American Subsidiary so
she also will be able
to gain
her CPA
and she is so
happy and i share that
happiness with her and it
reminds me how lucky i AM to
be born into this Paradise no
matter the dark parts of America
now.. and how hard folks in other
countries work just to get a privilege
to come here.. and how this country
is built strong in that
same nomad
immigration
spirit that makes
it all come out in the
wash of what is today..
no matter all the dark
and truly evil paRts
that fit in to
what all has
come to now..
bottom line.. Heaven
is real and possible here
and so much harder to obtain
in other countries real.. this
can be REAL ISraEL for those
nomad Indians
of God
who seek
it noW
and Find
IT ISREAL NOW..
AND no doubt in my
miNd/FeeLinG that Himali
is already here
over tHeRe noW..
and her
liGht an
addition.. a
wonderful one
to all the other
liGhts of trUly
Free who live here
in Victory of what it
truly means to be a FReED
Child of God Now.. jUst noW..:)
https://albinophoenix.wordpress.com/2016/07/06/for-a-price/
The grass is waiting
as Whitman says
Leaves of Grass
one whole Grain
oF Sand UniVerse
same as mini-me
Gods allone..
i remember college..
i remember school.. and
quite honestly when i went
back to visit that place of close
to 6 years of upper level.. and
13 years of lower level spent..
the only part of higher level
that caught my fancy
was that whatever
class we did that
one time
in the grass..
haha.. and the first
time i went so-called crazy
and escaped it all as i had no
cell phone or Facebook to communicate
how bored and dead i was inside in all
ways of living human being in
social empathic
artful way..
i just went out into
the wet land board walk
Trail of University same
as alWays beFore
but this
now of then
same as now..
i was the grass..
i was the leave..
and grain of sand
BOTTOM LINE IS
I WAS AND AM REAL
and no longer fusing with
only lecture faces and books
with
printed
leaves..
grass
away
from GrAin oF sAnd..
and when i left those grounds
of Nautilus Mascot and motto
same of build thee more stately
mansions it would be no
brick structure
that i would
eventually
come
to Be my Friend..
Candice aka Albino phoenix..
i like to read 7 to 10 of your poems
all at once.. just to FeeL what
WiLL come neXt
when the
words
arrive
as Sand oF Y i..;)
More Facebook Algorithm
supplied memories from
two years ago here..
TO TRULY! PARTY
LIKE
yOur FREE!..
sounds
like fun..
anyWay..:)
LOVING DARK IS living
lIGHT of
SACREDLOVE..
sure true hEar..
this additional
two year-old
Facebook..
Macro Verse
Memory aGaiN..;)
Wild Goose
chases..
yes..
can be
silly crazy oNEs..;)
And finally this Facebook Algorithm
manually shared 1 year memory
here as it
was missing the
trusty share button..
in notification way..
anyWay.. Days of
New old Age GOLD
TrUe iN LiGht as REAL..:)
So the wife says.. do i have
to photo you in front of that
double door star-mart
display of six pointed
stars in micro to macro
to Ocean whole UniVerse
now.. and i say yes.. i will
build it until ‘he’ comes.. or
everyone gets access into
thE double doors oF BeYonD..
iN FiELd
oF
DreAMs..;)
Facebook Friend Himali..
Shares one of those Facebook
Quizzes that uses profiles now to
compare you to memes of culture..
And this one predicts what Character
you will be off of the Famous ‘Friends’
Show off of TV..
And it chooses Rachel
for her.. and Monica for me..
as i share the share on my
Facebook page too..
And since i use
the combo writing
Pen name of Wife
Katrina Mia.. as Katie
Mia.. along with Frederick
as last part of that Facebook
husband wife duo.. as pen name
same.. Facebook calls me a her..
sure a very hairy her from head
to toe.. but never the less
the Character Monica
off that show..
and i say
in witty
retort.. perhaps
i should change my
name.. anyway Friend
Himali responds back
with..
Haha haha..:p Monica, meet me;
I’m Rachel, your spoilt best friend..
So now i continue on in my response
to her here in blog way to be copied and
pasted to Facebook.. as i hate having
to hit the dam shift button as i return
a lot in my way of
Ocean
Flow
Waves of
Free Verse poeTry
as God miGht naturAlly
speak one as mini-me’s
through as/us now.. if
we just let it flow
iN ZonE as
Holy
spiRiT
miGht
and WiLL
say FReED..
Hi Himali.. you know/feel i thInk
it is so cool you like the show ‘Friends’
that ran successfully from 1994 to 2004..
to take the place of the ‘Cheers’ show that
ran from 1982 to 1993.. and now i must say
the closest ‘Third Place’ show that fills in after
‘Friends’ is ‘The Big Bang Theory TV’ show and how culture
has changed through the years as it is much more distant
in opportunities for people in the flesh and blood world to
experience the ‘Third Place’ phe·nom·e·non of a close
knit small village of friends who hand in hand together
for years without separation.. where basically
like on ‘Cheers’.. everyone knows
‘Norms’ name.. and seriously
in our modern ways of living
that has become nomadic
to the point of nuclear
families.. couples
and even
brave young
women like yourself
who travel the world in
finding work.. and new
adventure.. are of course
missing in someways that
bonding element that makes
‘Cheers’.. ‘Friends’.. and the
still running show since 2007..
‘The Big Bang Theory’.. fill ins for
what we as humans are still actually
evolved to be as tight knit groups of
folks who hang together for decades
as friends in social-cooperation to
carry on our potential wayward
sons and daughters
as they forge
tHeir way through
now to this grand
social experiment
that can be so isolating
and lonely in many ways.. once
we live work in isolated cities so
far away from the small village
of tribal connections that
make us feel
so warm
and fuzzy
inside all
connected with
trust that Love is
real and touching..
motivating us to live
warm and true from birth
to death together.. my friEnd..
instead of separate.. so what we have
is a functionally disabling society way of
being that takes us away from our human
ways of warm and fuzzy being together free..
i worked nights in a REAL Cheers.. Friends
and the Big Bang third place friends
environment for almost two decades
during the runs of Cheers
and Friends on TV..
and since both
shows ran
on Thursday night
that along with Friday
night were my only two
nights off.. those two shows
are among a select few that
i watched with wife Katrina too..
on the Friends part when we married
in the 90’s.. and the Cheers re-runs ran
at the Bowling Center as background noise too..
and sure.. soap operas play the similar role for
the housewives alone at home with children
away from Village touch
until they went
to work too..
and oh gosh
those social
interactions at work
of flesh and blood are becoming
so fewer now as computer and human
screen and keyboard become a transhumanist
machine way of life now.. so truly the real new Cheers..
Friends.. And the Big Bang Theory.. is what we have
left of Facebook in sign language along with
visual stills and videos.. of what
flesh and blood toGeTher
Village life used
to be..
Wow.. how fortunate
i was to actually live the
Cheers.. Friends.. and
The Big Bang Theory real..
where the Bowling Center was
the third place of connecting Village
and i actually saw the children of folks
grow from infant to one full generation
of marrying age real.. and they used to
call it as the ‘Bowling Ball Turns’.. per
metaphor of the old Soap Opera named
‘As the World Turns’.. and we had all the
melodrama.. romances.. flings.. flirts.. and
nerdy.. macho.. supervixen characters
no different and much more than
even those three shows put
together.. as this village
was one that
housed hundreds
of slightly different
regulars depending on
which league days came next..
and celebrations of tournaments
twice a month in moon light Bowling
and 9 pin no tap tournaments with feasts
of International Food at the end of each
league season no different than religion
with Ten Pins and Bowling BAll same..
Well.. when home Entertainment
came out in the 80’s.. the Leagues
slowly faded away..
and computers
put the final
death nail..
and the Bowling
Leagues and Alleys
have been closing down
since.. and have we evolved
better as human beings.. well..
considering i would do it all again
free.. for no money at all.. i suppose
is the answer to that as most every
human has this empty
space now that
is the village
and third
place
away from
home and work
now same.. smiles.. i could
write a book about all those
Bowling Center Life experiences
in true Village of life in moving..
connecting and creating.. i had
then.. but instead i write the
Longest Long Form poem
ever where my online
friends are
‘Friends’.. ‘Cheers’..
and ‘The Big Bang Theory’..
from the ‘Wrong Planet’.. the
online poetry world and
Facebook all in one..
And of course a
little ‘Cheers’
mixed in at
Good Old Seville
Quarter with all the
drinkers and partiers
on tHeir Merry Third place
way too.. and yes philosophy..
religion.. politics.. science and
all of that too.. as sure i am Ted
from Cheers.. Sheldon from the
Big Bang.. and sure in a way
Monica now from Friends
too.. but i am
now.. not just
an actor.. who
actually plays
the parts in
real life.. i am
also Director.. Writer
and Producer and now
online actor real too.. the
reality show.. my Friend
Himali.. of the fullest
blessings and
gratitude
of a life
FULLY
CONTINUING
TO LIVE.. as we
humans WiLL continue
to make amazing adaptations
to challenge for change.. whether
that is watching an old recording
of the Friends Shows in online
way to fill the mirror neuron
fuzzy warm feelings of
putting our selves
in a warm
third place
on screen.. or
if it is just Fred and
Himali.. in real time
being friends on line
as pARt of a Longest
Long Form poem ever
that may stand the test
of time in transhumanist
way.. as we Live forever
together.. as others true
gain the warm and fuzzy
feeling of at least being
close to a third place village true..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd there is always
room for
the neXt
show now..
even if one
must watch
the screen play
before the show comes out..
when both are truly one
and same reality
who in
REAL
TIME NOW..
truly no pARts
are missing of
what iS all
here NOW
to
date..
as FRiEnD..:)
Himali says..
You’re indeed lucky
to live through it all..:)
And i say..
SMiLes.. my friend..
there is no life
like
Friends..:)
Himali
then says..
Yes ! So true and all thanks to
digital media that we are connected
in spite of being so far !
And in conclusion
i say..
Yes.. and in a way i was fortunate
to lose effective use of my
eyesight and hearing
and ability to connect to
people in real life.. as
i was in so much pain..
and so numb in flesh
and blood emotions then..
i could not even connect
in vocal words or touch
to my wife.. as it was
beyond pain
to do so..
So i had to
make my text organic..
or my soul would die
forever alive.. and that
my friend is the source
oF Y..
poetic
i…:)
Facebook Friend..
Rafiah.. shares two
Lovely photos of her
colorfully dressed young
sisters as part of their
EID celebration after
the end of
the Muslim
Ramadan
Traditional
Season..
And i say..
SMiLes..
Your sisters
Are growing
Into beautiful
Young women
Like sister
Rafiah..
The
Desi
Princess..:)
And Rafiah
says..
Desi, I am. But, princess?
Not at all..;) ha ha
(note here.. Rafiah
IS A very beautiful
young woman
and equally
modest
and humble)
And then
i say..
Okay.. then..
you will just
be a princess for me..
Katrina still doesn’t
believe she IS A Princess
either.. so sure.. hiStory
repeats
herself..
And truly..
every girl who
is my friend IS A
Princess to me2..
But sure there is
only one Princess
Rafiah as friend to me.
So.. i kiss your hand Queen..
no.. i hold my hand to my heARt
for REAL..
noW..
With you
my Desi
Queen as
sure i can promote
you too.. at least in DreAMs
oF ImaGinAtions and Desi
Creativity REAL as now can bE..:)
And.. i add a note..
By the way.. those clothes
your sisters are wearing
have so much soul
in artistry of being
human with
God my Friend..
Colors speak wonderful
innocent human emotions
of being free.. no matter if
they cover head to toe.. or not..:)
And now i say hEar as a side note..
you know even though i might
look like a hairy gorilla or
whatever..
i am so glad
i am an emotionally
sensitive man who knows
how to touch more than
the flesh of a woman
in hEart ways
of Being..
hmm.. and
those young men who
saw a photo of my wife
at the bar who said man you
are gonna probably rail her when
you get home.. what they don’t understand
is they will never save enough money to be
financially independent before they reach 50..
’cause as long as they have that kinda attitude
about women.. and never learn to touch a woman’s
heart.. they will have two or three.. or perhaps four
or more.. if they ever get married at all… wives
to support in children ways too..
they will probably
be living in an apartment
like my father was at close
to age 43.. after the second
or third marriage complaining
about the measly 125 dollars
my father had to pay for
child support for us
two kids who
were to reach close
to then.. the 18th year
of his debt for siring
children.. done.. and finally
own a home of his own..
with still a mortgage when
he died suddenly that we had
to pay off at his age 81.. after
two marriages to the
second wife and one
to the third..
but nah..
he never
really learned to
emotionally connect
to the opposite sex.. and
that takes holding hands in
school.. sometimes before you
do the hook-up part first..
or the sexting
or the
sadly
denigrating aspects
of pornography when it
is not done tastefully and
is a game of domination
close to abuse
as way
of being…
Moderation.. and
open heArt.. and mind
in spiRiT ways of ExpresSinG
ways of EmoTioN iN MiNd
and BoDy soUl in Balance
WiLL much more likely
BRinG that warm
and fuzzy glow
to a woman’s
eYes that
binds a couple
together.. where the
woman even trusts the man
enough.. at age 56 to have friends
who can appreciate a heARt oF GOld..
still when they are in their twenties.. you..
see.. i am red blooded male.. but the reddest
pARt of my Body.. no matter what you miGht
think/feel.. from just observing the form oF Y i..
through all of me.. including
my nude Art..
is the ART
attached
to hE
thAt iS
i
HeArT..
Anyway.. i cannot
convince people who have
not taken the real time and
effort to grow a heart.. easy..
if the soil was never tHeir
to fertilize
that heARt
early as only
a Loving family
from birth can do..
With FriEnds of KiNd
and couRAge who come
a LONG to hold hands iN
LoVinG connections
more than
modern
hook-ups
now.. oh.. the
Love of man and
woman when innocent
and free beats any hook-up
alone ever imagined in a
Rail way
young
man.. or
woman too..
Bottom line..
Love when
REAL IS
alWAys thE
BEST
LET’S
MAKE A DEAL..
BuT LOVE IS A
LiFe Long Practice
under WiLL that takes
work.. work.. work and
is never free.. anyway..
Karma is real
and doing
beats
more than
never doing @ALL..:)
Now is all that exists..
now is all that has ever
existed.. at least that is
the evidence that now
alone allone bRings..
so of course both
potential heaven..
hell.. and purgatory
‘tween in metaphor
are now as WeLL..
or sure.. not so well
@ALL.. so how to make
Heaven real as real can be now..
Now is key.. as now expands as far
as human moVing.. ConnEcTinG. and
CreaTing can take now.. now in ways
of EmoTioNs SenSinG ReAsoNinG
now BeinG.. when all elements
of life in Free association..
in all the colors.. hues..
sHades of grey..
bEyond black
and white..
of any Rainbow
of yesterday limited..
to only 7 colors tHeir..
tRuly iT iS the nuance..
the hues of EmoTioNs..
and the same 7 notes of
musical scale as well in
Vowels of human language..
that wash shores of ocean true..
in 1.618 mean.. of Golden Spiral
same from UniVerse whole
Galaxies.. Nautilus Shell..
and the curled fetus who
is fixing to be as she as
i speak here in a delivery
room now as Katrina’s great
great niece.. as she travels
to Pensacola to that event
now.. while i stay behind to
do a continued birth of words
free here.. to relate more of the
human condition and experience
that i have bEfore now.. anyWay liFe..
of Heaven now WiLL only ever fore
and after now bE as FuLL as the NoW
oF Heaven REAL and the more colorful
in nuances of MoVinG.. ConnecTinG
creaTinG ways from head to toe..
human to human and nature sAme
in nuance of all the hues BeYond
rainbow of yesternows lone..
bRinG more of potential
hUman heaven allone to
to share and give now..
to a human without
restraint and free in this
new now world age.. FReED..
and here in this post of Facebook
memory shared oF when my imagination..
and freer association way of being starts
greater back in 2013.. three years ago then..
to let it flow.. to let it go.. without fear of
what anyone may think or feel of art..
is to be free..
is to make the
now of Heaven greater
than the heaven of
yesternow REAL
NoW..:)
“‘THOUT’
Will be done…
Alignment Approaches!!
The A response
to the V Poem
with a K
for 11.
Puzzles are Fun!!
Hold on Tight!
Don’t Let IT
slip away…
A Devil’s
Advocate
Can Be a Friend.
While the Devil
may be Found
In DeTails
The Easter
is in the Eggs
D’evil’ed Eggs
Can be
DeLightFul
:):
Even Without Friends
One can Play with Words
..:)
And other Symbols
?
Remove the “Knows” , “Divine”, “the Devil”, “Without”, “Other”. and One can more easily
find “a Heart”
and “Art”
(:@@
@:)
!
With “a Friend” in “Words”
“Thank you for Being a Friend”
by Andrew Gold
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/my-mind-does-not-belong-to-me.html
Every Puzzle has two parts..
Sometimes the second is long in coming…
If one looks deep enough at ‘ST ONE’…
one finds the image of the 17 age..
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/autistic-love-letters.html
and the K and H for 12…
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/twelve.html
in the Statue
of the Stone
in Sargent Pepper’s
Lonely Hearts Club Band…
And in the words of Album
in ‘Mr. Kite’…
for ‘K’.
Mr. Alabaster is kind of ‘creepy’… He is Sargent Pepper…
He’s the ‘boiled’ guy on the left in the top row…
“Trust me”, he is no one to be afraid of…
but if one approaches his writings, be cautious…
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/existing-eyes-of-universe_3.html
Alignment continues to approach…
on the 22 day of the 7 month
of the 13 year 2 K…
11 and 11
is 22.
One
Reads A
Poem this
Morning and
Awoke at One…
Inspired with A ‘THOUT’
by AMusing Poem of V….
If one finds no ‘Key’
answer just ask…
iAm in the
Light…
There
is nothing
to hide now
nothing in the
World of stone…
as One with All..
signed a “Lonely”
but Spirit Filled boy
in soul…
by Andrew Gold….
There is no time… or distance…
It is ALL an Illusion. There is Only Love…
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/one-world-is-enough-for-all-of-us.html
Can ‘you’ see 11 now…
It speaks to ‘her’…
It is in ‘her’ too…
And ‘me’ as w el l…
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html
By
the way…
I love your last two poems,
the first one was really A musing…
Oh! how I do Love Puzzles…:)
A birthday
of June 6 1960
is center
in Gemini..
for 11,
the symbol
of the twins…
It is the most
powerful BD
of the year
for Hermes…
the H…
The messenger of the Universe…
When planets align
this power is magnified…
in One.
The song of ‘Magic’
sets one’s spirit
free !!
into sKeye..
with the planets
that do align
after
May
25
and the
first thought
of ‘my Mind
does not
belong
to me’…
Love is written
in the stone…
and in the stars…
IT returns in poetry
of endless spirit
and mind…
There is no chaos…
Only PefecK in One…
The answer to the
Puzzle is in 11
and
the
K.
K
is
the Key
of
Eye
in
Y…
Gem is
in the eye
of eye…
for Diamonds
with
Lucy
in the
sKYe…
of
I
*
signed,
anonYmouse
one…
The V
exalted
by
1
KA
for
RA
IS written in the stars
IS
me
an
t
to
be..
This IS
the message..
make what IS…
Thou T
wil T
be done…
t
f
20
6
A Universe of Prayer Inspired by Poetry, Words, Letters, and Numbers…
Thanks Mind Retrofit for the end of a song…
Amen.
IS meant
to be…”
And sure.. the iMaginAtiOn
and cREatiVity tRAin
rolls off track
out of box
here..
from three
years ago true..
as liGht oF Y i..:)
“Act of Contrition.. (coming to a blog soon)
coming in at 63 right after 62 for the ‘out of the box’ fest in the last face book post…
I just want to spread hope… It is a balance of emotions that creates hope… I think the post below, might compel someone to read part of the rest of the thoughts to find that hope too, if they find the blog…
I don’t think anyone will take me seriously without the polar opposite nature of these two posts to complement each other.
It is going to take awhile to actually make posts 62 and 63. Right now 62 is only linked by a permalink in the ‘Stone’ word at the end of the last post… from my facebook page.
This will be post 63.
Now, here is a little story, that’s true…
There was this Autistic guy born on 6/6/60 that had a really great life; yeah some challenges, but don’t we all…
If there is such a thing as Karma he must have sacrificed something in the last life to deserve this…
In midlife things change, Oh! do they really change… It becomes the test of Job…
At the bottom of the Pit, there is this ‘thout’, one has done this for infinity and never got past this point…
He didn’t jump off the bridge 5 years ago, after 40 days of little to no sleep; yes exactly 40; and yes it literally is a bridge…
He doesn’t have the health to live in the Earth world anymore; the only place to exist is on another planet online…
It takes him 2 and a half years of not being able to use his eyes to read to get to that point… Lots of deep solitary thought between point A and point B on November 26, 2010…
Putting up the baby picture as an avatar, on December 25, 2010, was just a little funny, but when you are in so much pain, sometimes synchronicity escapes you, but later comes back for a ‘real’ laugh…
This guy just doesn’t have a judgemental bone in his body.. He finds himself taking up for every underdog, even the feared Autism Speaks; the evil empire, if you will…
The good guy turns into Darth Vader. Some people call him Aghogday.
He is one of the Autistics, but not accepted by the autistics…
Everyone wants him banned, but he doesn’t break the rules.
Meanwhile, the anger of the Autistics grow; they follow this guy online, everywhere, hoping to see him fall.
Dam! He’s like Titanium, he just want fall..
The guy will not give up; in fact, he becomes the Mysterious Katie and Kate Mia, escorted by two exotic cats; ancestors of Egypt.. One Black and Noble; one Gold and Wild with eyes of Aqua Marine Blue…
Kind of like that gold and blue baby. Hmm… Interesting coincidence…
Make no mistake; this cat is not a desert cat… He is from the sea…
The gray domesticated one stays at home. He is too shy to go online…
In the meanwhile, there is over a 5 million word trail…
All linking back to his blog.. In fact, at least where he lives Agh Auto fills Aghogday before Aghast… HA! HA!…
Katie Mia Auto fills Autism. Why is that… I think I’ll look…
This Autistic doesn’t receive any messages, but oh yes, they are still listening; there is over 15K views on a blog after 3 months; About 4 thousand in the last month…
If you wanted to spread a message online… Who would you choose? Who would follow the message like glue, just to see what happens in the end…
Well, when that Autistics Should be k***ed (hmm kati’ed) ‘thing’ happened there were 7 results on the internet. Now there are over 56 Million results for Autistic Should K***ed; just like I predicted… but more than I could imagine…
These Autistic People are really tenacious…
But, here’s the thing that’s strange, there are no advertisements on the blog; what’s in it for this guy…
HA! HA!
All I wanted to do is share love…
‘Gotcha B***’ (not you)
don’t I now…
(the gotcha b***) is amusing,
but that’s how love works…
babe?
So far that’s how the story looks on the outside. but the Autistic Guy was really struggling to stay alive…
There is absolutely no one supporting him, and finally he is banned from the only community, he is getting interested in…
But wait there is a hero! Her name is Mags! The coincidence of the first three letters of the only one that supports that guy, in this internet world, with those Autistics that would nail him to ‘a cross’ if they could shoot him down, does not escape his imagination.
Meanwhile back at the ranch, the Autistics have determined that this guy is actually a full time social media employee of the ‘Evil Empire’; more than one person compares him to the devil incarnate…
The devil just won’t give up. He wants their soul. He wants them to see light so, so bad…
The thing about light, is you don’t miss the stars, you live them…
It is impossible to hate inside a star…
The more the star is hated, the brighter it grows…
In fact, if the star is hated too much, it might just explode with Light.
Aleister Crowley understood this principle… He started a chain reaction of light, back in the forties, that continues to grow as we speak…
‘Illuminati’… Cool word… I probably could create a ‘catchy’ phrase like that, if given the opportunity.
There is a point that is coming; we are made of stars; we do know our destiny, it is written in stone, in DNA…
It is hard to find it in a world of cultural illusion…
It takes something interesting for someone to question reality…
It is all analogy. It is all divine comedy…
Mags you did save me; with one word; and Mind Retrofit, whose real name is xxxxx xxxx, took me to ‘God’…
The one that lives in all our souls and everywhere else…
Maybe there are 2 or 3… I don’t close my mind…
to anything…
I don’t know much about her as a person, but if you look at my responses in poetry to her responses in poetry, on her poetry webpage, you might think there were two poems that were engaged in some unusual ‘mystical’ experience…
Think about this now… Autism Speaks… This guy was so tenacious he ‘made’ people believe he was a full time social media employee of this large organization.
The guy was just sitting in front of a computer; most of the time in his underwear (sorry too much info.) with this incredible eye pain..
Now it’s AutisticS Peeks; all these ‘sublime’ messages everywhere he writes. The villain has turned into something.. We are not quite sure what… But they are still in the background listening.
If they made it through the journey; chances are… at least one person moved out of the box…
Damn, (excuse me dam) I am so glad I didn’t jump off that bridge 5 years ago…
I have never enjoyed something more than this; in my life time.. It is so funny… I could laugh forever…..
With all; not any one..
Maybe I will… Who knows… Anything is possible….
Hope… I didn’t have any.. I got it back. I wanted to share…
It is the least I could do, to thank the Universe, for letting me be part of this ride….
..:)..:)..:)”
My decision.. My free decision to
try my body at close to nude
art came in January of 2014..
and it was inspired by a poetry
prompt in pARt from Brian at
dVerse from the Dead Poet’s
Society in Carpe Diem way..
not something i had considered
before but i was the really shy dude
in gym class that was uncomfortable even
in getting in his underwear in locker room
way then.. and people made fun of me in how..
i was tall.. slender.. with blue eyes and long lashes
with long blonde hair in middle school.. taling me
i should have been a girl and worse in pejorative
ways of language then..
told me i had bird legs..
and worse of course2..
so sure.. i developed an
uncomfortable sense of
being.. overall in my body
for years to come.. and this
was an ultimate challenge for
me to do this in a legal way of
course within the limits of
social community standards
and blogger restricted links when
i went all the way with it.. like the
Statue David and a ‘little’ more
than that.. and sure i lost friends
on Facebook.. even some who
named me as their family..
as in-laws and even blood
ways.. some of
them.. much more
wild than me when
young in more ‘perverse’
ways than i could have ever
imagined then.. but never the less..
this was my time for greater freedoms
of ExpREssinG myself even at
approaching age 54 then..
so my art milestones..
were to achieve a new
age renaissance straight
male nude art as the new
homophobic standards of
modern society do not honor the
Michelangelo ways of chiseling
this art in stone.. so now the opportunity
with Kodak selfies.. brought and out of
the box art thought to me.. and sure..
since then.. females.. such as
Miley have gone all the way
with this without fear
of the conservative
human back lash
over fear of both
the female and male
born being of naked from
head to toe as God bRings uS in
as Star dust and back to Naked
Star dust we go.. anyway.. i for one
work for a naked GoD.. not one clothed
by the illusory subjugating fears
of folks who are afraid of
the naked God within..
inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around..
so shudder the thought of
a mid-fifties straight
230 LB male who was
around 220.. in this
picture.. here..
it is what it is..
it is what God sees
of me as same.. and
the clothes only cover up
the beauty of God that is
Temple of human freed.. and
while we watch terror attacks
from little men who are afraid of
the growing naked form of human
free around the world.. this my friends..
is just me sticking my tongue out and
more of those who would chain God in
us with clothes of skin never touching
The Sun of God above..
So i celebrate that.. yes..
from head fully to toe now..
and perhaps if you too ever
see.. feel.. and truly kNow iN
Truth and liGht free God as you..
in you same and all around.. everywhere
all that is now.. you too.. WiLL no longer
fear the Naked God in and as you
now naked
and free
as free can be..
but sure.. follow all community..
local.. state.. and federal laws..
in expressing that Freedom TrUe
iN liGht.. as sure a whole city of
humans is not evolved to connect
this way in stranger way.. and yes..
there is an off and on button..
and restricted link
of where i am as
Free as God can be
as Temple oF GoD
F Y
i
mE..
i am no body
builder.. i Am
a soUL builder..
that must be FReED..
to unchain God in
and as
mE Nature
Whole aLliVe noW..:)
And finAlly.. here IS
A memory from a year
ago.. per Terminating
Ghost Town of heARt..
that i have already spoke
to in elaborating FeeLinG
and tHought.. through-out
this 683rd Macro verse..
of current stiLL Longest
Long Form Poem
ever moving
towards
4 MilLioN..
wordS now..
yeah.. this one
refined noW to title..
of ‘HopE LoVE ISraEL..:)
THeRe are those
who free..
And thErE
are those
who chain..
and the
‘tween
iS
GOD..
ALL
iS the
Meaning oF LiFe..:)
And then therE
are those
who
ask why
and never
ever see
GoD
@
ALL..:)
NoW
Hi.. penniewoodfall.. nice to see ya ’round these
gigoid pArts again.. ah.. the root ’cause..
and the suffering folks
seem to endure
at will.. yes.. lots
of symptoms these
days.. with few answers
that last.. but of course the
more complex written language
becomes.. recorded collective intelligence..
and the clothes of culture.. the further away we
get from inborn ways of pleasure.. and the more
chained we get to balls of culture from birth
of diaper to a coffin and a three piece
suit that prevents the cycle
of life and worms
from getting
due nourishment
in the giving and taking
Balance of Mother Nature
aka GOD whOle as sAMe
seen.. unseen.. felt
insane and sane..
and unfelt too
in kNOWinG
and unWiTtinG
ways tHree… me tHinKs
Bonobos don’t worry too
much about this.. i can see
the empathic connections to other
Bonobo’s that are the windows to tHeir
sOuLs eYes real.. and anthropomorphism..
only really guilty to the extent that we make
clothes of culture that lead to much suffering..
and THEY mostly enjoy the reproductive
subsistence of life..
and lay around @
tHeir Hobo ease..
after the foraging
in giving.. and sharing
of subsistence duties
in Matriarchal ways
are done for the now
@Real.. i mostly live in
a state of Euphoria as i use
the tools of culture to my advantage..
no one tells me what i must do or must
not do beyond my legal pleasures..
and i master my emotions
through regulating
them and integrating
my senses saMe iN
Moving.. Connecting
Creating.. Giving..
sharing wayS noW
with a Gorilla Growl no
different than when Bonobo
must defend itself against predator
sAme.. as i do that when i leg press
930 LBS in parallel fashion.. 33 times
with my graceful ballet/yoga arms in
air.. so i’ve moved from why to
just doing euphoria now..
but oh.. the Matrix
of Culture when
one is chained
to it in ways of
subsistence making
is no easy root ’cause.. to
escape.. my friend.. it’s safe
to say i for one am FReED..
wasn’t easy but my hips and
eYes do not lie the Truth of my ecstasy..
tHeir is no suffering in joy.. and for those who
reach that level of existence in ways of Nature
aided with the best pARts of culture at hand.. it’s
the best heaven sliver i for one FeeL/kNoW.. who
has certainly experienced some of the N U M B eST
cOldest hell lives iNduration for 66 months as TRuE sAMe…
cAN say is real true.. and present.. no where.. no time but now..
hehe.. i know why.. at least for me.. and that is why it can be
exhausting for most people in the real world to talk to me..
as sure.. i wish everyone could be euphoric
all day all now too..
but no longer
would they be
slaves to what benefits
me too.. and the rest of culture
of course in creature comforts..
anySay.. i’M iN the GOlden years
now.. not sure how anyone can
get hEAr without paying
substantial
dues in
struggle..
with some
misery and suffering
of modern cultural
root ’cause for
NDD Nature
Deficit Disorder
now.. i revel in my
Wild Kingdom.. my friend..
i AM a Wild man and that is what i
WiLL stay with a little reasoning to
salt
and
pepper my
Captain and
Sergeant way..;)
Snapcat returns for a quick
visit.. meanwhile.. now.. to ready
for the 117th dance week.. at Old
Seville Quarter with a prism
of colors and Pink Floyd
T-shirt to go along
with a Thursday
Night of fun
with all the
cool college age
folks dancing ’till the
wee 2 am hour or so..
and back at 3 am on Friday
morning after this 7th day of the
7th month.. of the year 2K
and 16 moves on over
to the 8th.. and a
weekend will
be here soon
again.. but hehe..
everyday IS A SaTurDay
for mE FReED as any Pan
or Apollo of a new age WiLL Do..
anyWay.. more photos coming then..
to this newest Macro Verse number
683.. titled.. HopE LoVe ISraEL arriving
soon and speaKinG of Arriving Soon.. Katrina
IS A new Great Great Aunt.. per Grace Kathleen
Wallace.. anyway.. hehe.. that makes me a Great
Great Uncle in-law too.. so sure.. i could be old enough
to be the Grandaddy of those girls tonight dancing and
Katrina could be tHeir Grandma too.. Funny how liFe GroWs olD..;)
Katrina says..
Here iS her Sweet Beautiful
Baby Great Great Niece
Grace Kathleen
Wallace..:)
Facebook Friend and
80’s Club 2001 Dance
Friend.. Sherri
says in response
to the Shared
photo of
Baby Grace
and Katrina..
One darling baby!!
And i say..
Yes.. thanks
and this makes
Katrina a Great
Great Auntie..:)
Sherri says..
Beautiful dark
head full of hair!
And finally
i say in
response
to Sherri..
Hi Sherri..
i remember
those days
of a head of
full hair too..;)
And as final note at the end
of this blog post now.. until
the Dance photos come after
3 am or so after the 7th day
of the 7 month ends..
an addition..
an addendum..
to the body
of this
683rd Macro
Verse as i spoke
to an Italian Girl
Prom date
Friend’s
Dad about
the fAct oF God’s
Existence and he pooh
poohed the simplicity
of my Philosophy
of simply
HopE LoVE
IS REALLY
THE HIGHER POWER
OF GOD ONE AND SAME
iN us as Nature TrUe and liGht..
God’s Greatest gift sAMe to US
iN Huwoman poTenTial toGeTHeR
FReED.. his wife told a different
tale in the shiny eYes of sHe..
as when i visited tHeir
home for the last
time as i was
walKinG out
her door she
turned to me with
sparKlinG eYes
that yes
she
gifted too.. to a
daughter who would
eventually be the nurse who
delivered our baby some 16
years later and console me in
her thoughts that her child’s blindness
was something she blamed herself for
and she came to respect me much for
the somewhat innocent man i was
then.. and of course our child
only had 51 days after
that to live..
anyway.. back
in ’81 her Mom
said.. ‘Fred you
know something
don’t You.. as she
kNew i had a real
mystical experience with
God that not many humans
have the fortune and the challenge
to experience in liFe.. but the thing was
then.. i couldn’t put iT aLL iN words.. i jUst
kNew that Heaven was then now.. experienced
a taste oF it for three months and liVe tHeir alWays
NoW aGaIN.. so basicAlly after studying further the
real historical fActs about what we kNow now in context
with original Greek Words and beFore of what whoever
wrote those words of a reported man Jesus were.. that it
is true we are all Sons/child of God.. and there WiLL always
be new prophets and messengers of God of Nature
wHole iN unseen.. unfELt and words unkNoWn
from the bEfore of Now then who will
do greater works sTiLL evolving
as hUman BeinG than
ever BeFore as true
we are all Stars
of God.. Galaxies
and UniVerses fractal
mini-me’s sAMe.. tHeir
iS no separation from wE
and God as uS.. except for
illusory fears of words and empty
promises of future for Heaven any
wHeRe reAL butt at Hand noW ISraEL..
FReED.. and no.. you don’t need any words
@aLL to kNow this.. as iT is FeeLinG SenSinG
beYond wordS noW oF KnoWinG thE reaLITy
of HeaVen ReaL noW.. and unless you exist
heRe.. for all practical intents and
purposes Heaven never existed
aT aLL yEt for you but tHe
ReaLiTy IS
Heaven
Can bE
ISREAL noW
and So iS GOD
As liGht BrinGer sAMe
aS wE NOW FReED iN TrUTh..:)
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